In the life of things. The time I had accidental skin contact Fentanyl whatever it was.

It's noted "It is a common myth that casual contact with fentanyl powder can cause an immediate overdose. Fentanyl is not easily absorbed through the skin, and an overdose from accidental skin contact is highly unlikely. It would take hours to days of constant, direct, and extreme skin exposure for an overdose to occur." https://doh.wa.gov/community-and-environment/opioids/fentanyl-exposure-public-places

Back in the 90's my partner at the time all I knew was she smoked weed. But after I had a bad reaction to something that was more than the weed I kind of realized she was a crackhead. Explained why she look so bad after she took off her makeup. I never thought of that at the time!

This was the 90s so whatever I got on me was like strong as Fentanyl. I was at her place after we woo-ho I had to go to work later that day so I guessed I must of stepped on one of her pills by the bed and got in my sock. So when I got home cleaned up and got dressed for work banquet server I put on the same socks. 

So in about 3ish hours at work at a hotel a banquet in my Tux for work after I served most getting to the desert so I garbed the coffee pot, when it like started to shake all by it's self like it was possessed but noticed my arm was shaking involuntary. So made it to the tray to put down the coffee when my whole spinal cord was like moving like how a fish does. It hurt bad so I didn't have time to make it to the kitchen I ended up going into the fire exit Stairwell.

When I got in I pressed my back against the wall to hold my back in place. And just laid there on my side in my Tux going like ack ack ack! Remembering in college the professor in the Drug class I took and the video I saw in class and was his favorite GIF thing to attach to a E-mail if you messed up bad on a paper in class letting you know. A 90's internet thing. I also remembered the evil Micky mouse video in the 90's so I had like a high and low from that drug Micky Mouse was in my head! Funny I thought laying there LOL and ack ack ack at the same time! After a while things got better where I started to be aware that it came from her. It's more than weed! Two weeks later seeing her again I was like "What the hell are you taking!"          

Polyamorous wedding two fiance's are better than one

Life is how you make it like in polyamory. Mostly about the female she needs to take care of her happiness everything will follow. Two fiance's are better than one. More so when you get older cuz you probably only have 15 years to live or turn 70 when you're deemed too old cuz you're reminding your partner of her Grandpa and she doesn't want to touch you cuz you're too old for... A mental block thing. Life is short!

I now declare you throuple: how to plan a polyamorous wedding. 
What they learned

MF: My advice to other polyamorous couples who want to get married is to be selfish, and make the day about you and your love.

JC: My number one piece of advice is don’t invite anyone you wouldn’t buy dinner for. https://www.theguardian.com/wellness/2025/dec/11/throuple-polyamorous-wedding-planning

MISTERess (lover) Best accepted polyamory

  

A mistress is usually a woman in term for those days. But as in these days as things are men can be a woman's mistress also! Fair enough a MISTERess best as a open kind of thing Ployamory or whatever you call it! I been a boy toy two times in my life and almost was a kept man. I took off a semester from college to go out with her and she told me I was going to be her toy boy but I am in college and not a boy, so she is going to call me a play buddy because I wasn't a boy, just letting me know! Yes she gave me $300 but that was so I could be on her level being I was a college kid at the time broke like she was not paying all of my living expenses but she did pay for my next semester in college in her way to let me go. My future was calling me back!

I liked to be called play buddy or toy boy because it let me know I was hers a warm feeling people need like in love and belongingness and so life is too short to not to. (Maslow's belongingness and love needs are the psychological needs for interpersonal relationships, love.)

Would like to put it as termed ~~~~A MISTERess or kept man is a male who is in a relatively long-term sexual and romantic relationship with someone who is married to a different person. Or toy boy, play buddy whats in a name just know it's ok to be than not and it's best to be open about things!

 ~~~~A mistress is usually in a long-term good relationship with a person who is married to someone else and is often referred to as "the other woman". Generally, the relationship is stable and at least semi-permanent, but the couple do not live together openly. The relationship is often, but not always, secret. There is often also the implication that the mistress is sometimes "kept" – i.e., her lover is paying all or some of her living expenses. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mistress_(lover)

 ~~~~Polyamorous relationships are ENM at their core, meaning they are fundamentally based on consent from all people involved. So, much like in a monogamous relationship, poly relationships come with set expectations and boundaries – just not the same ones. https://www.attachmentproject.com/enm/polyamory

The biggest myths about emotions so Biofeedback.

Said and true "The best way to change your past is to change your present." Environmental stimulus not dwelling in deprivation would lead you to better outcomes. https://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2013/11/environmental-stimulus-kids-in-road-of.html

Also Biofeedback would help. Or the final destination Psychedelic Therapy if bad!

~~~~By learning new things, watching movies, or even acting in a play to get outside of the normal range of what the brain predicts, Barrett argues that it’s possible to change those predictive patterns, and by doing so, to become the architects of our future selves. Understanding how our brain creates emotions can help us manage them freeing us from repeated patterns of behavior and empowering us to control our emotions and heal ourselves. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QfCvIJRtE0

~~~~Biofeedback is a type of mind-body technique you use to control some of your body's functions, such as your heart rate, breathing patterns and muscle responses. During biofeedback, you're connected to electrical pads that help you get information about your body.

You may not realize it, but when you have pain or are under stress, your body changes. Your heart rate may increase, you may breathe faster, and your muscles tighten. Biofeedback helps you make slight changes in your body, such as relaxing muscles, to help relieve pain or reduce tension. You may be able to decrease your heart rate and breathing, which can make you feel better. Biofeedback can give you the skills to practice new ways to control your body. This can improve a health problem or help make daily activities easier. https://www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/biofeedback/about/pac-20384664 -  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4pVZypfF-4

~~~~The procedure for psychedelic therapy differs from that of therapies using conventional psychiatric medications. While conventional medications are usually taken without supervision at least once daily, in contemporary psychedelic therapy the drug is administered in a single session (or sometimes up to three sessions) in a therapeutic context. The therapeutic team prepares the patient for the experience beforehand and helps them integrate insights from the drug experience afterwards. After ingesting the drug, the patient normally wears eyeshades and listens to music to facilitate focus on the psychedelic experience, with the therapeutic team interrupting only to provide reassurance if adverse effects such as anxiety or disorientation arise. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychedelic_therapy

Your brain doesn’t detect reality so fuzzy logic.

Like the saying "Around about there somewhere!" Is the point of like fuzzy logic functionality in thinking in a quantinated multitasking temperament. Yes and no, yin and yang, duality forming a whole. "Yin-yang is the concept that there exist cosmic principles or forces that are opposites but complementary, which interact, interconnect, support and perpetuate each other. Together they form a dynamic system in which the whole is greater than the interdependent components, and both parts are essential for the cohesion of the whole." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yin_and_yang 

In relating like in Fuzzy Logic. "Fuzzy logic is a form of many-valued logic in which the truth value of variables may be any real number between 0 and 1. It is employed to handle the concept of partial truth, where the truth value may range between completely true and completely false." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fuzzy_logic

But in how we all think in how our brain works it does for a reason in so is interesting just for FYI.

Funding hostage food stamps.

~~~~"Not only are contingency funds available, but the administration is legally required to use them." https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/trump-white-house-snap-benefits-funding-rcna240796

 

~~~~After weeks of saying that it would tap congressionally appropriated contingency funds to provide food assistance for low-income families in November, the Trump administration abruptly reversed course last week. Now, the administration asserts it is somehow not permitted to spend contingency funds in this way and has no choice but to cut off food assistance starting this weekend. These claims do not bear even the most cursory examination. https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/trump-snap-benefits-food-aid-shutdown-illegal-rcna240594

The Misconception of Love in Modern Day Society - Effort

 ~~~~Love becomes a force that transcends the ordinary, leading us on a transformative journey of self-discovery and connection.

We explore various perspectives and influences on how we perceive and experience it. We find that genuine connections require effort, communication, and understanding and that unrealistic expectations, shaped by media and societal beliefs, can lead to disappointment.

Recognizing red flags as whispers of intuition helps us navigate relationships better. Embracing self-love and valuing mutual growth create fulfilling connections.

Love, like an alchemical journey, transcends time and space, evolving as we grow. https://medium.com/@adamlazreg/the-misconception-of-love-in-modern-day-society-a4b87c4c79b2

Things take effort if you found the willing open the car door they want to jump in! Life is how you make it. Something like accepting each other for benefit of all to win, win = intelligence than not!

And with age comes the awareness of lifespan. Best option life long lovers like if it's win, win then no one would want to leave it! The point to be easy and why would you not be easy because there is no time to start over!