In the life of things. The time I had accidental skin contact Fentanyl whatever it was.

It's noted "It is a common myth that casual contact with fentanyl powder can cause an immediate overdose. Fentanyl is not easily absorbed through the skin, and an overdose from accidental skin contact is highly unlikely. It would take hours to days of constant, direct, and extreme skin exposure for an overdose to occur." https://doh.wa.gov/community-and-environment/opioids/fentanyl-exposure-public-places

Back in the 90's my partner at the time all I knew was she smoked weed. But after I had a bad reaction to something that was more than the weed I kind of realized she was a crackhead. Explained why she look so bad after she took off her makeup. I never thought of that at the time!

This was the 90s so whatever I got on me was like strong as Fentanyl. I was at her place after we woo-ho I had to go to work later that day so I guessed I must of stepped on one of her pills by the bed and got in my sock. So when I got home cleaned up and got dressed for work banquet server I put on the same socks. 

So in about 3ish hours at work at a hotel a banquet in my Tux for work after I served most getting to the desert so I garbed the coffee pot, when it like started to shake all by it's self like it was possessed but noticed my arm was shaking involuntary. So made it to the tray to put down the coffee when my whole spinal cord was like moving like how a fish does. It hurt bad so I didn't have time to make it to the kitchen I ended up going into the fire exit Stairwell.

When I got in I pressed my back against the wall to hold my back in place. And just laid there on my side in my Tux going like ack ack ack! Remembering in college the professor in the Drug class I took and the video I saw in class and was his favorite GIF thing to attach to a E-mail if you messed up bad on a paper in class letting you know. A 90's internet thing. I also remembered the evil Micky mouse video in the 90's so I had like a high and low from that drug Micky Mouse was in my head! Funny I thought laying there LOL and ack ack ack at the same time! After a while things got better where I started to be aware that it came from her. It's more than weed! Two weeks later seeing her again I was like "What the hell are you taking!"          

Polyamorous wedding two fiance's are better than one

Life is how you make it like in polyamory. Mostly about the female she needs to take care of her happiness everything will follow. Two fiance's are better than one. More so when you get older cuz you probably only have 15 years to live or turn 70 when you're deemed too old cuz you're reminding your partner of her Grandpa and she doesn't want to touch you cuz you're too old for... A mental block thing. Life is short!

I now declare you throuple: how to plan a polyamorous wedding. 
What they learned

MF: My advice to other polyamorous couples who want to get married is to be selfish, and make the day about you and your love.

JC: My number one piece of advice is don’t invite anyone you wouldn’t buy dinner for. https://www.theguardian.com/wellness/2025/dec/11/throuple-polyamorous-wedding-planning

MISTERess (lover) Best accepted polyamory

  

A mistress is usually a woman in term for those days. But as in these days as things are men can be a woman's mistress also! Fair enough a MISTERess best as a open kind of thing Ployamory or whatever you call it! I been a boy toy two times in my life and almost was a kept man. I took off a semester from college to go out with her and she told me I was going to be her toy boy but I am in college and not a boy, so she is going to call me a play buddy because I wasn't a boy, just letting me know! Yes she gave me $300 but that was so I could be on her level being I was a college kid at the time broke like she was not paying all of my living expenses but she did pay for my next semester in college in her way to let me go. My future was calling me back!

I liked to be called play buddy or toy boy because it let me know I was hers a warm feeling people need like in love and belongingness and so life is too short to not to. (Maslow's belongingness and love needs are the psychological needs for interpersonal relationships, love.)

Would like to put it as termed ~~~~A MISTERess or kept man is a male who is in a relatively long-term sexual and romantic relationship with someone who is married to a different person. Or toy boy, play buddy whats in a name just know it's ok to be than not and it's best to be open about things!

 ~~~~A mistress is usually in a long-term good relationship with a person who is married to someone else and is often referred to as "the other woman". Generally, the relationship is stable and at least semi-permanent, but the couple do not live together openly. The relationship is often, but not always, secret. There is often also the implication that the mistress is sometimes "kept" – i.e., her lover is paying all or some of her living expenses. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mistress_(lover)

 ~~~~Polyamorous relationships are ENM at their core, meaning they are fundamentally based on consent from all people involved. So, much like in a monogamous relationship, poly relationships come with set expectations and boundaries – just not the same ones. https://www.attachmentproject.com/enm/polyamory