Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Visual Spatial Intelligence Test or who am I

I was a psychology major in the 90's and I need to note that time was sort of
in the pioneering days in psychology.

So being those times at college I did many test and had others test me being they
found me fascinating. My personality trait is plasticity! I change to needs and 
I'm entertaining in a challenge. If you put me in a challenge I will adapt to fix the issue.
Pull out a leaf blower and use where I shouldn't or kick over a 10 foot high pallet to 
stock the shelves. As I am working on one aisle my mind is already thinking what 
I have to do on the next aisle so when I get there I don't stand around like a 
dumbass. In the hotel business I was used as a emergency to "put the fire out"
to protect the hotels best interest. Hotels had people like that they called along with 
security in the 90's. In high school my friends came to me if they
had a problem. I gave them the answer or talking to me I said something that
turned on their light and they figured it out.

Or adaptive like in the morning after like being hit in the head with a ton of gold!
In the 90's realizing my date, a lady hair dresser, barfed that night on the date then 
took me to a gay bar, I'm not gay she's not gay, it was her security to go there,
she felt safe there and as it ends up there she is in the morning sleeping next to me
at her place with me looking at her thinking about all of this how did I get there when 
she farted in her sleep and being in a water bed I tried to not laugh because the bed 
would swoosh around and I know older cougars don't like to be suddenly woken up. 
So I adapted to her needs and I was ok it's a heck of a life experience for me!
But that is a good point of adaptation in my sort of plasticine personality.

Being adaptive is a good trait, but then comes the part of getting deeper into that.
Partly noted in like the Visual Spatial Intelligence Test - Mental rotation ability.
I am able to see in 3D! "Mental rotation is the ability to rotate mental representations
of two-dimensional and three-dimensional objects as it is related to the visual
representation of such rotation within the human mind."

It's a ability noted in drafting / engineering sometimes. As in seeing the diagram in 3D
on a flat surface. It's handy in everyday life. I do use it for my website when scrolling
fast through the page, I would see the placement of the links and know where the link
I was looking for is at, or where to put the link when working on it.
http://dugbuglinks.homestead.com/files/WEBLINKS.html

Also related like reading a book, or using the phone book. It's not that I see those
things in 3D but it's like a 3D tag so I know where it is that I am looking for.
It's hard to explain you need to try it yourself to understand what I am saying!
I know about where it is so from there I go by tag to find it.

Noted IQ is learning relating to problem solving. So you dump a big one on me
I resolve by thinking ahead going beyond my ability normally. 
Like I would put the issue in 3D, what relates to that issue with another issue related 
to each! Then add more! Like a copy and paste kind of thing in my head!
And I would place it as a shape with each side of the shape having a issue.
Yes I would fry if I spent a long time doing that so I don't.
And I don't do this everyday. It's is just something I do to push myself.

It's like a huge wave of amplitudes in the way I push myself in something like that.
Then I learn from that and my IQ just went up because I know something from 
the push that I did.

"The waves associated with, say a photon or a particle, does not tend to dissipate
in this way and remain confined to a region in space. To do this requires an infinite
number of frequencies in a narrow band"
http://www.euclideanspace.com/physics/quantum/waveFunction
 
So like in a narrow band I think hard if I push myself! I put what I am thinking about
in something like a confined place. Think about spark plugs. I can look at a spark plug
and see the shape or modification I did to it and see what the combustion would look like.
How open the plug is, what the blowout would be, where the flame front would be going 
confined in a combustion chamber, thinking 3D in my head. Then I dump myself into it!

It's not in a bipolar or other bad modulation ill type amplitudes of brain waves.
It's just normal thinking! But human is human I hit walls time to time and I stop.
When I don't know, I don't know! Looking at my own self I tend to see that I might 
spend a lot of my time in the Gamma waves!

But the point is don't think I am bragging, I am talking about me as in me being a
respected freak of nature. I know I am. There is nothing wrong with that!
It's just how I run! Not that I can help it, running my own OS in a way!
For others not like me please note I have too much background in my life
that I rely on like a database to relate to some question I would be pushed on.
You need to understand yourself and be who you are or see where you can be.
It's ok to push yourself, it's called growth. Get there and learn and grow.
Get fully tested, take a personality test. It helps you to understand yourself! 
It makes life fun!

"Let’s talk more about Plane:
Remember, by definition, Plane is a level of existence, thought, or development.
It really has no boundaries. I know it’s kind of heavy, but I think if we look at
this on simpler terms, the question from me to you is, do you let your mind play?"

The Visual Spatial Intelligence? Try it, it will blow your mind!

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Love Don't Lie, Anytime



In polyamory love don't lie. I know I don't have to hide it. I know my
love for a married lady is real as for me I am better because of her.
I am not going to hide it. I'm not like that anyway. In hiding I know
it will come up on it's own and bite. Why do it? If you like a personal hell
then hide if not let it out! This is the way I am!

Love is for the better of all. I just want to be loved and that is from
me making her viverent, supported, norm! In that I get the same as
she is supported!

Why married? I dated a lady that barfed on the first date and
took me to a gay bar. Dated in high school a ex-runaway / teen prostitute.
Had a soulmate in the 90's that I was too stupid to know to keep.
She is now gay! My old lady / EX wife I am with now is a old lady, 25
years older than me. And health wise not good as she has a few
years to her life. So any past issues is past issues with her.
For me it's best to date a married lady not because of the pain of the
past... Not pain it's just more like it's not in the same plane!
As if it was there we all would still be there. 
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2015/05/where-have-i-been-mirror-mirror.html
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plane_(esotericism)

I love everyone but with me I found my plane a married lady.
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2015/04/the-red-string-of-fate.html
I met her before I met her in 1996 in another town, ran in to her in the town I am
in now she almost ran me over once but I got on my knees to begged her to comeback.
She smiled and made a right turn. Ended up working with her, in the same building
and in the same room but she ended up quitting. So I am still here begging in a way!
There is a lot of love to beg a women that almost hit you with a car to come back!
I do love her and still beg to be taken home for that talk as I am for her best interest
for the better of her, she looses nothing... She's not crazy! Anytime!

This is a part of me pointing of my road pointing to being Poly to stop
the madness and love!

The growing rift, polyamory and needs



There is a shift these days. Either men are getting stupid or women are getting smarter!
This points to a difference in the need for emotional support, more
that one person can give. And as I have been thinking because of that and
sociological pressures it is clear there is a rift as the mindset is two to one for
a man to be on the same level of a women's mindset.

There is a difference noted by a EEG test. "Compared to men, women had a
significant (usually P < 0.01) increase in the parasagittal mean frequency
(1-30 Hz and 4-20 Hz), beta 1 and beta 2, while alpha 2 and theta-beta were
decreased." A small point of difference but shows a lot!
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7530634

Or also noted from more research. "Ragini Verma, a researcher at the University
of Pennsylvania, said the greatest surprise was how much the findings supported old
stereotypes, with men's brains apparently wired more for perception and co-ordinated
actions, and women's for social skills and memory, making them better
equipped for multitasking."
https://www.theguardian.com/science/2013/dec/02/men-women-brains-wired-differently

Explaining the growth for Polyamory is in the growing difference between
men and women. "When it comes to smarts, women are catching up to men in some
areas and outpacing them in others, new research has found."
http://www.livescience.com/47056-gender-differences-in-cognition.html

So how many guys does it take to be on the same level as a women,
as that level can tip easy? It's a question everyone married needs to ask.
Nothing good comes from a unsupported woman vs the term supported
it comes in the light of truth and openness because if it is not the lack of trust
defeats the point. A "crazy woman?" Well she is not crazy it's just that something
is making her that way. It's a missing need being unsupported.
Ask what is doing it and how do you fix it? What needs are missing?
What is good for you? Bring that in!

It's better to control your fears. To women fears is like a panicking lover
you need to control him, dominate him, to settle him down or your fears
will just run around panicking! It's a matter of fixing what it is!
And I do see this as a point for Polyamory or having a emotional affair.
It's not a bad thing! There is a big reason for the emotional need of them.
Because people do things for a reason, so the point would to be to make
better and in that is better for all.

A big point is to say, if it's not open then it's not for the better!
Secrets hurt so don't go there don't do that. There is a point to forgive
and make a new day. Because the new day holds it's value.
It's the power of the new love and support as the new partners
help and support each other pushing away from the bad past.
Making a new day together! If there is a emotional affair it would
be best to let it be known for the main partner.
It's best to be open and fair as it's about needs.
It is ok for a women to take over the marriage to fix her needs
as why would she live in her own personal hell going to the
craziness of crazy because she can't be who she is or get
the support to stop her hell! 

I also have to say like in being married for a long time a wife needs
time away from her husband or needs other support.
It's like granny with her sewing room being it makes her happy.
Not happy is crazy! Happy is bringing out the best in all!
And that is a good point about needs!

So the point is to be more open about things don't hide! It's ok to love
you just need to be fair to all about it. If it's for the better of the person
all would be better... Accept it because if it's love you can't hide it!

Monday, September 19, 2016

A little love goes



These are the times where we all need to go forward.
There is too much hate, hate, green eyes, green eyes
or what ever it is. If it don't help all it's bad!
Isn't life better all together treating everyone fair!

All the hate is just a point of like in history of history
repeating itself to a burned out end and life goes on
afterward without the haters because they burned up!

Like a big hoopla going on outside your house and in the morning
you go outside and there is a dead beaver with a banjo in the street
and you don't know why. Why ask why, it's only a issue to them
a whatever and life goes on to everyone else!

Terrorism everywhere really brings up the point from Oscar Wilde: 
"A thing is not necessarily true because a man dies for it."
I really is better to put away the false fears and show a little love to
take in the good! "Take it back, get it back..." with love...
isn't it time to get your love back?

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Here in my car, Protected Destiny



I had a few cars in my life. My first car in 1989 was a cursed car that I think tried to kill me
four times. In the 90 Toyota Corolla I was driving I turned left and just hit the curb the
tire went boom, and I broke the axle, I didn't know it but knew the car would drive like
the front tire was sliding back and forth, because it was. I would turn sharp left to put it
back in place. My 82 Toyota Corolla had a issue with the break line being close to the
exhaust, so it carbonized and to use the breaks I had to hit them in a 5 sec, advance.
Also when I drove the car to trade it in, as I drove up some salesmen saw me drive up
when they where smoking in front. I parked and turned off the ignition when the timing
chain broke. The engine made a cling, cling, cling noise as the engine stopped.
I didn't know what it was so I went in and got my new / used car signed the papers
and when they went to start up my old car it wouldn't start.

The other car salesmen said they seen me drive in so the car was working until that point.
The owner of the dealership was amused about it so he was ok with the trade but he
wanted me to pose next to my old car with a story of what happened.
He later added photos of the scene of the Blues Brothers movie where the car falls apart.
He framed it and hung it up on the dealership wall. I don't know if it is still there?

I also had a white Subaru that I blew the engine. My car now has two gears left.
Im not talking about all of my cars I had just the strange or fun ones!

I can just hear everyone tell me, you don't need a car, you had plenty cars
in your life, they are not working with you. You need to get a bike it will do you good!
If it's not a moped, because in 1985 I got hit by a car on my moped.
I was stopped in the street making a left turn when a car doing around 45 mph
going down the road didn't see me because he had something on his dashboard
blocking his view. He hit me the bike went forward and I glided with the car grabbing
hold of the hood hanging on until he stopped hard and I couldn't hang on no more and
I hit the road and skidded with the car holding on to the air dam to not go under the car.
All that happened to me in the end was I bruised my kidney so I turned yellow and
it pulled all the ligaments in one leg because my leg got pulled up too fast as I
went over the hood of the car. It took me months to walk again.

Yes I got hit by a car with me on a moped and survived.
Not as bad but like. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Had20POo6ZA

In my high school days. At a Votech school I was going to during High School.
There where some guys I hung out with "stoners",
I did not smoke with them.

During lunch they took off in my friends car to his parents house to
get some of his pot, I was in the back of the car.
They went there smoked at the house then drove back to school.
We where driving along when all of a sudden they slammed on the breaks.
I hit the back of the front seat. (a)-Only the second time in my life that
happened. We all got out of the car to look at a cow on the side of the road.
It looked at us like it had something to say, but it just mooed!
They where on the ground laughing. Funny but really, it's just a cow!

We got back to Votech, then we went back to our class, but it was late and they
ran to class but it was the wrong class they ran into! They got in there sat down.
I was in the hallway looking at them saying wrong class! Dudes!

The teacher knew and the kids in class knew they where stoned, all but them,
they thought no one knew! It was clear the pot made them stupid.

(a)-I hit the back of the front seat of a car once and rotated as I was pined
to the seat then my legs went over the seat and I softly floated into the front seat
as the car stopped, just like I meant to do that. With me in the back seat a friend
was going fast then slammed on the breaks for some reason and
I ended up in the front seat.

And I also for some reason I sat by the curb and I put my foot under the school
bus tire and the bus ran over my foot. It didn't hurt, it just ran over my foot like a
big marshmallow went over my foot! It was kind of cool!

I was riding my bike once and saw one of my friends so I wanted to
show off, so I flew fast down the road at them then I slid the bike sideways to
stop. But the bike catapulted me in the air at them as they where standing there.
I was coming at them but they did not move they just looked at me and I landed
right with in a inch, face to face with my friend and said "HI!" Like I meant
to do that. He hit me in the nuts!

So I had been out there! I guess I have a protected destiny as I am still here
and not ran over by anyone yet! I might fly a bit but it's all ok!
Anyway, Mucho gusto, lets talk about my cars!

My first car a green 1975 Chevy
Impala was a hand down from my
brother and sister.
My Mom and Dad went to get a
car and we where not with them.
So we where waiting in the front
yard and watching every car
coming around the corner,
nope not them, maybe it's a
sports car? We didn't know.
Then this big green thing came
down the road. It pulled into the
driveway we all started to cry.


They would have to drive it to High school the green ugly as hell and safe as a tank car!
But... My brother crashed it and when it was fixed on the same day it got picked up my
brother crashed it again.

With me well... It almost flipped over on me going around a sight corner I 
got it on two wheels. It felt like someone was like lifting the car up.
I did not want to put the breaks on two wheels so took the foot off the gas
and the car slowly came down.

Then the trim came loose and stuck out about two feet and I was scraping peoples 
cars from mid town, down a busy road, riverside drive all the way to home in rush hour. 
I kept hearing this "da, da, da... da, da, da" noise. 
On the car radio the song, Men at work "Down under" was playing.
Listen to the song, it was funny as hell when you think about it! 
Kind of a http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plane_(esotericism)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfR9iY5y94s
 
The songs beat matched the sound of the trim scraping peoples cars.
At the time I didn't know what it was so I cranked up the radio to block
out the sound the car was making. Do, do, do ,do, dooo, da, da, da, da, do, do, do, dooo.

So it was something like that. I got home and when my dad came home and saw the trim 
sticking out with all this paint on it, he asked what happened!. 
I didn't notice it when I got home. And soon the trim disappeared! 

I was teaching my high school / college (Red string of fate) lady I was dating how

to drive in it. We ended up in a field. 

Also I was going to her place in December 1989, when I was driving up this hill
and from my right going left a green fireball went across the sky. 
The time it took me to say to myself, what the hell is that Kryptonite, 
because I was really expecting to see superman there also. 
The windshield started to crackle and pop and it started to get really hot
in the car. Then a glowing round mass the size of a basketball started to appear
on the windshield . Then it got really hot in the car and the mass turned white. 
I was thinking what ever was doing that could get in the car to me, 
so I reached over and turned the AC on the defrost and started to blow
on the windshield to keep it from melting

What saved me was a 70's Chevy has lead in the glass and I ended up not having the
AC on the heat was on so it was better at cooling through the radiator.
As the fireball got farther away things cooled off. It was gone and it was still hot so 
I put my hand outside and the air was hot, like summer 100 deg and as I drove along
I hit the cool 25 deg December air. So I was thinking the fireball aimed at my car!
People seen the green fireball, other than me in 1989!
http://articles.latimes.com/1989-12-29/news/mn-1149_1_mystery-fireball

Then the next thing that happened was a freak micro burst. I was going to my church
youth group and I was at the intersection waiting making a left turn. The light turned green
and off I went, as I was going around the corner I heard and felt wind blow on the back
of the car. I had the car floored as I was going so it was not doing anything to my car.
I looked in the rear view mirror and saw a small car being blown over across the road.
A transformer box sparking and a big power line popping in the street,
the kind that is powering a small town. It was popping away exactly where I was
a few seconds earlier.

When I finally traded in the car to a dealership where my dad got the car from they
where not happy to see it. A car sales man yelled to the others "It's back!" and I saw
people peeping through the blinds. I don't know who it was but I think it was a sales man
there told me a story about the car, that the original owners of it said they where sitting on
their porch and said a portal opened like a garage door with a bright light inside it,
in their backyard and the car rolled out of it then the portal closed.
Hell if they didn't want it! Really that is what a guy told me there!

I think I know what they did with the car! When I seen the plane crash in China on TV.
The one where the plane hit the taxi, the first thing I thought was the car was scrap
and it ended up in China! http://www.bbc.com/news/business-31125052

Moving on... One of the most fun cars was my 1995 Subaru Impreza with all wheel drive.
An electric supercharger etc... I took it off road, did donuts in the parking lot in the winter
and got chased by the cops and got away driving through the berm getting on the main
icy road. Took the car to a abandoned park driving it sideways.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84Qmm4-SIIk

But also at the park a lady almost ran me over! She didn't see me!
It's sort of a destiny thing in my life I met her before I met her... I love her!
She came within a inch of hitting me I sort of skimmed off the side of the car.
I did not fear for my life when she drove by me it was like a "Oh there it is again!"
the acknowledgment of being protected. I was not hurt and as she was stopped
looking at me to see if I was hurt I ended up dropping to me knees begging her
to come back. She looked at me out her car window to see if I was hurt
because I was on my knees but she realized I was ok because I was patting
my heart at her telling her I loved her and was begging her to come back!
Being how close she came to me it was clear a destiny thing going on
and she was attractive. She was my type so that was why I got on my knees!
She smiled with a Cheshire cat smile with sunglasses on! Stole my heart!
She made a right turn! I still love her today! Comeback!
I should of played dead to get her to come back to me! Damn!

Also back in the late 90's I also took the Subaru way out at the end
of Kenosha road in Broken Arrow to the verdigris river. As seen in the bottom
of page with the Subaru in the mud! It was like a dirt track and a park sort of place
where I got stuck once on a tip of a hill all tires did not touch the ground so
the tires where spinning with the car, kind of teeter totter on the tip.
It was funny at the time being I was wobbling in the car trying to get it loose!

And as destiny has it I ended up blowing the engine a few months later.
A lady at work was coming to work and she heard my engine blow a mile away as
she driving her car coming toward me down the road. Only to get to me with me on the
side of the road! "I'm not coming in to work today!"

The car I had for the longest time. During the crash of the housing crisis
and gas being up to $4 a gal. With the car that MADMAXED and got it up to
152 MPH once. And could backfire on demand. Had 140,000 miles on it with
plastic parts epoxied, no inside door handles and had only two working gears
with the sound of a V8 and thought it was a Lotus Omega had died.
That was a car that got me far and was the longest time I had a car.

I have a little Nissan now and I plan to not MADMAX it as much.
But might drive in the woods off road like the Subaru!
But it's good to have a car with more than two gears.
I was so used to opening my door from the outside by opening the
window, I found myself looking for the window crank to open the window
but realized I had power windows so I opened my window and
realized I had door handles! Dang!

I also should note when I worked in a hotel in the 90's I had a
$1.5 million dead peasant insurance policy on me.
The second highest in the state. I knew because HR talked
to me about it wanting to know why they where spending so
much on me, My co-workers called me "Dead Man Walking!"
Like the boss would kill me and claim the $1.5 million!
I'm still here! http://www.deadpeasantinsurance.com

In 1987 our Church youth group went to Colorado, Horn Peak.
We hiked up the peak a 13450 ft hike and climb.
I almost fell down the peak as I free hand climbed on the 
side of the trail on the top. The rock I had a hold of came out
of the mountain. Believe it or not the wind blew me back in
balance where I could grab another rock.
http://www.summitpost.org/horn-peak/151465

In the 90's my friend's ex lover hired a hit man to kill him.
She had bad problems. Me and my friend was talking in 
a Church parking lot while we noticed this guy sitting in his car
So after a while he finally took off. He met us later at my friends place 
and told us he was going to kill us because of my friends ex hired 
him to kill us. He figured out she had issues when we both seemed 
too normal as there was no reason to kill us.
He told us he was at Vietnam so he knew something was not right
and he said saw his friend get blown up as he got on the helicopter. 
"His friends bones are sill in his face!" "He was tired of death!"
This stuff is sort of normal for Oklahoma but more of a Hillbilly issue
relating.

In the 80's I almost got hit by a car as I was on roller skates.
I was on a bridge that went over a creek as the car came at me.
I jumped off the bridge and sort of landed in the mud instead of the 
hard rocks. It was like I floated toward the mud like it was a 
magnet pulling me in.

And because of all that is in my life, I have earned it to be like I am.
Keep that in mind, I got hit by a car doing 45 mph with me on a moped 
and made it! So I may not take things people think as serious, seriously!
It's not serious to me! Life is too short really to be serious!
Like Dusty Springfield I would drive and get lost then find my way back
home. "She enjoyed reading maps and would intentionally get lost to find
her way out." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dusty_Springfield#Personal_life
Live before you miss out on everything life is short!

http://www.angelfire.com/me4/dugbugwap/CARPHOTO.html


Friday, September 16, 2016

What is

For those that may not know, my website from 1997 DuGBuG office (DuGBuG)
is sort of the same as here in the point of putting much that I know on line.
"My work, it is for the empowerment of people!"

"It is time! DuGBuG office urges the push for humanity because we
all are the same. You make the difference! This reflects this sites push for treating
everyone fairly. Do not judge people not knowing the road they are on in life,
what in their past put them there."

I come from a family of Pioneers on my mom / dad's side.
I have a NASA pioneer in my family that worked on cabin pressure for the
Apollo 1. Back in that time this was something that was never done before.
The fire haunted him for the rest of his life. But he knew this was all new stuff.

No one knew!
http://www.space.com/14379-apollo1-fire-space-capsule-safety-improvements.html

I also have more in my dad's side also that work at NASA.
And on mom's side a retired Ohio Capital University Professor.
My dad's dad worked on a oil platform at the North Sea oil, United Kingdom
and at others. My dad also was a oil engineer that designed oil pressure vessels and
other related things too many to say. On my dad's side also is a singer / musician for a
well known band in the 80's 90's etc. I also have a family member that worked in the
pharmaceutical industry, that worked on the team for Aleve in the early days.
http://articles.chicagotribune.com/1996-06-28/business/9606280308_1_jack-balousek-joint-venture-brand

I can go on and on but about me? I started my website in 1997 with my links page in
that helped people in countries that had a iron currant up with their internet as the
links page was off-line a first for the time and still now. I also made a KMFILES.zip
tool for the K-Meleon browser and later I had my version of it the
K-Meleon-db types. I did post on the Current TV website, I was doing
stories on a triad format three different stories with the same point in the end.
A first for the time. What I was doing got picked up on the MSNBC site for a time.
And in a way haunting me is the fact I worked with two of the 911 hijackers in a hotel.
I didn't know what was going to happen they all seemed normal. At one time
I was in the elevator with both of them alone. But it was the point of what if I knew?
We crossed paths but I picked up on nothing bad about them.
This is a push for me to better humanity. Thus the point of this blog and other works.
I push for the anti 911!
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2016/09/911-marwan-al-shehhi-worked-at.html

Life is not only about your journey it's about what you already have in you or
have for you. What you do in life earns your way in life and with the background
of people behind you supporting you will know it's ok to go forward in a new world.

And also nobody rides for free!

Also you need to know where your heart is taking you to, what is valued 

in your life!. Also why journey if you found it! 
In love you need life for a life to love! If you found love never let it go!

I also got to drive a zamboni in 1986? Because I asked the guy driving
it if I could drive it and he said yes. So I can say I drove one in my life!
So that was my journey, like me from 1987 at 18 in Colorado!

I need to note I almost fell down the peak as I free hand climbed on the 
side of the trail on the top. Believe it or not the wind blew me back in
balance where I could grab something. Those things happen to me a lot!
http://www.summitpost.org/horn-peak/151465

And me from the 70's!


Life is a journey with beautiful colors! Like being on a Plane (esotericism)
"In esoteric cosmology, a plane other than the physical plane is conceived as
a subtle state of consciousness that transcends the known physical universe."



 












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Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Accepting your wife for who she is crazy, but that ok

With divorce in the high ranges I see it as a lack of trust.
If you don't trust your wife because she is a crazy woman.
The question is to ask is what needs is she missing?
There is nothing wrong with a crazy wife other than not helping her to not be
that way! It's about her needs, caring, love, support and her smile from all that,
everyone would be happy because she would be happy!
Love, caring, support is not a one way street.
It would be like she is tutoring her others, all is good!

Carl Rogers emphasized accepting people for what they are, 
not for what you would like them be.

A husband should know he can't stop his wife's nature.
If she is crazy then you need to ask why? If you can't trust her why?
Because you can't change the problem if her needs are not being met,
the issue for the non trust will still pop up again and again!
It's a living hell for both! People in hell want ice and it's a matter of how long
will they will be waiting for the ice?

If you can't trust your wife, you are going to have to adapt to help and
find a best fit for the situation.

I know this is taboo but times are changing but looking at the nature of a woman.
Let your wife date a person that is long term if there is an issue the wife and
husband can't fix. Why?

It's a matter most women are poly by nature. They require a lot of emotional
support! If her needs are not met, it will be met somewhere else,
thus the main percent of the divorces going on today.
That is how women are! It would be better for a wife to date with the husband
knowing she is with him and not in the unknown.

For a wife to date it needs to be long term date so there is a trust!
That does have trust as a willingness to make it work the work and effort.
Effort as in love a desperate man in love with a married women and is willing
to be able to touch her emotionally be a good influence on her.
In a true light love her in wanting the best for her.
To hopefully point she is worth gold and worth the effort!
To be the healer to her! Knowing she is getting emotional support,
less stress on her of fighting off her husband wanting to control her and her being!
It saves the marriage as there is more support for her.

You just in a way push your wife to a supportive person.
"Do something with her she's driving me crazy!" But you get the point it's about
her needs! If she is happy then all would be happy! 

If you love her set her free, like a boomerang she will always come back to the
husband but as a better person. And that is the point her emotional needs being met,
so she would be not crazy!

And in real life it's not sex, sex, sex it's about talk, talk, talk! Support!
https://medium.com/the-pansexual-labyrinth/clopen-relationships-love-advice-from-a-polyamorous-monogamist-b076c90eaac9

In the end why divorce or live in hell through the marriage?
Grow together! Fix her needs!

And a paranoid husband where is the trust there?
It's something to be looked at the lack of trust, shows the not giving a damn
about the wife's nature. Of course the husband can't trust her in that case
because she can't even trust him! So it all goes to the people wanting ice
in hell. Get out of the hell, work with the wife to best fit her nature!
One should not make a hell for the wife that has her nature,
that is not met! She fixes her problem and it would be best fix to
let her date so the husband knows!

It's ok for someone to love a married woman, love is support, trust and for the better
of the persons involved. When you love you want better for the other that is why
it's called love! You loose nothing and gain better!

*Looking at the issues of most divorces the main issue is needs not being met.
This story is in the light of a growing change, a readjustment of a marriage,
to save a marriage or to keep it sane. It's a common issue today with many!

Im saying not all women stressed in a marriage is crazy, but they could be going
crazy if their needs are not met, or acknowledged, I'm saying that is a time bomb
ready to go off and it needs to be looked at before the wife goes off!
There is a need to help the wife so she can be happy in her needs!

And if the relationship is a green light that it would be something like a
confidentiality, implied confidential relationships or nondisclosure agreements
it's common sense dur! Take him home, home will it be being it's long term!

Please do some reading!
http://graciex.com
http://www.yourtango.com

A unhappy woman is fire thus the part getting ice in hell!
Unhappy women are hell believe me!

Waste water to flush out drug dealers

Many know that the EPA has sensors all over neighborhoods looking for people
dumping oil down the sink. But on the other end... There might be the same but
worse going on in the other pipe. No really!

To me this I see as a UN-American invasion of privacy. Fascist, over paranoid!
I need to note that kids in college chose to go to the college they went to and
they are paying for their education, so for the college they go to acting in a way
that invades their privacy is unheard of! There are issues of having a phone in class
vs the student that is paying for his classes having a right to have a phone in class
as it's the students cost to pay for the class but then also the college's view to protect
the test scores from cheating students using their phone vs the college to
protect it's State / government rating. But to spy on the students is bad!

This also might be going in in your town big or small! Is it more than you want
to know? NO, because it's your ass!

~~~~~Using waste water to flush out drug dealers
When they flush the toilet, most people don’t think about what happens next. But for several hundred students at a private university in Washington state five years ago, what happened next was that scientists spied on some of their most intimate personal details. The researchers identified times of stress, probed the ethics of the students and calculated how many of them were bending the rules by taking drugs to help them with their degrees. The students had no knowledge of this at the time. And they probably still don’t.

Likewise, the citizens of dozens of European cities have no idea that their sewage is being sifted through right now, officially to protect them; or that the police are studying the results to track crime. The toilet bowl and its contents, once extremely private, are becoming very public indeed. It’s called wastewater-based epidemiology. Improved sensing techniques and analysis have made the contents of sewers and waste pipes a powerful source of data. And where there are data, there are researchers. Because although people may tell lies, the urine they send down the drain rarely does. Around for a decade or so, this analysis of waste water has mostly been used to obtain information that people would prefer others did not have — their use of illegal drugs, chiefly. Drugs broken down in the body leave telltale traces of metabolites, some of which can be found, quantified and back-calculated to work out how much of the original substance was present. Combined with a reliable estimate of the number of people who have, well, contributed a sample to the sample, the analysis can offer guidance on average consumption and how it changes.

Some of the results are more worth noting than truly noteworthy. Cocaine use, unsurprisingly, peaks at the weekend. People in smaller towns and cities prefer amphetamines. And anyone watching the Netflix show Narcos — which chronicles the life and times of notorious drug lord Pablo Escobar — will be unsurprised to hear about the truly colossal amounts of cocaine that pass through the residents and into the waste water of the city of Medellín, Escobar’s one-time heartland.

Even the study that involved the Washington students merely seemed to confirm what most people already accept: healthy university students take prescription-only medicines as ‘smart drugs’ to try to boost their cognitive abilities at exam time (D. A. Burgard et al. Sci. Tot. Environ. 450–451, 242–249; 2013).
A paper in the journal Forensic Science International this month offers an intriguing new possibility. Swiss researchers describe how they hooked up with drug-enforcement investigators to use waste­water analysis to shed light on the structure of drug markets, the criminals who controlled them, and how much influence police operations had on supply (F. Been et al. Forensic Sci. Int. 266, 215–221; 2016). The results are not foolproof — analysis of cannabis metabolites is chemically tricky, for example, and cannot distinguish between all sources — but the study did report some successes.

Heroin use in Lausanne was estimated by measuring morphine in the sewers and subtracting what was known to have been prescribed medically. Between October 2013 and December 2014, the scientists estimated that average daily consumption of pure heroin in the city was 13 grams. During the study, the police arrested two dealers, and analysis of phone records and interviews with users suggested that the dealers sold about 6 grams a day between them — about half the total market. This supported police intelligence that heroin, unlike other drugs such as methamphetamine, was supplied by a small number of local dealers who could be effectively targeted. You can flush, but you can’t hide.
http://www.nature.com/news/using-waste-water-to-flush-out-drug-dealers-1.20581

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/crime/three-men-arrested-after-police-discover-toilet-overflowing-with-cannabis-10212661.html


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Monday, September 12, 2016

Ancient DNA Reveals Prehistoric Gene-Flow and...

My view I tend to stand with Stan Gooch and about the part we migrated together.
In life in the Prehistoric past there was connections and growth!

"Leaving aside at this time the issue of the numerous other human species
(how they interacted with one another, and what contributions they made to the
modern human lineage, remain open questions), Gooch believed that aggressive
and battle-skilled Cro-Magnons both massively exterminated some populations of
Neanderthals and also interbred with them. He wrote,
The genetic crossing of Cro-Magnon and Neanderthal produced not just (a) highly
gifted individuals (‘the mighty men of old, the men of renown’) but (b) an entirely 
new species of human – ourselves…. [T]his new product was… either entirely or
very largely due to Cro-Magnon men fertilising Neanderthal women – not the other
way around. These offspring would have been accepted into Cro-Magnon groups….
And so Neanderthal genes were introduced into the Cro-Magnon gene pool…"
http://www.newdawnmagazine.com/articles/stan-gooch-the-neanderthal-legacy

And I get the point that we came from fish... Or at least our breathing air ability
came from such. Interesting!
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2013/11/my-past-life-memory-really.html

And this brings up a good point we all seem to be missing on.
Growing together as a group keens to your own growth as
the many in our Prehistoric past adapts grows and does something
to make life better for themselves because the group is better off.
It's about Human Nature and our Nature as a whole!
The growth and acceptance of what is good for us!

In my family (Mom's side of the family alone) from a DNA test it is noted
we came from...

Africa -- less than 1%: - Northern Africa -- less than 1%
Europe -- 97%: - Great Britain -- 50% - Europe West -- 35%
Ireland -- 8% - Finland/Northwest Russia -- 1%
Iberian Penisula -- 1% - Europe East -- less than 1%
Scandinavia -- less than 1% - West Asia -- 2%:
Caucaus -- 1% - Middle East -- less than 1%
 
So you can see the point we all are alike in the view of our DNA.
And also to love and take in no matter who or what it's our diverse
branching out of taking in no matter who they are, makes us who we are!

~~~~~Ancient DNA Reveals Prehistoric Gene-Flow from Siberia in the Complex Human Population History of North East Europe

Abstract

North East Europe harbors a high diversity of cultures and languages, suggesting a complex genetic history. Archaeological, anthropological, and genetic research has revealed a series of influences from Western and Eastern Eurasia in the past. While genetic data from modern-day populations is commonly used to make inferences about their origins and past migrations, ancient DNA provides a powerful test of such hypotheses by giving a snapshot of the past genetic diversity. In order to better understand the dynamics that have shaped the gene pool of North East Europeans, we generated and analyzed 34 mitochondrial genotypes from the skeletal remains of three archaeological sites in northwest Russia. These sites were dated to the Mesolithic and the Early Metal Age (7,500 and 3,500 uncalibrated years Before Present). We applied a suite of population genetic analyses (principal component analysis, genetic distance mapping, haplotype sharing analyses) and compared past demographic models through coalescent simulations using Bayesian Serial SimCoal and Approximate Bayesian Computation. Comparisons of genetic data from ancient and modern-day populations revealed significant changes in the mitochondrial makeup of North East Europeans through time. Mesolithic foragers showed high frequencies and diversity of haplogroups U (U2e, U4, U5a), a pattern observed previously in European hunter-gatherers from Iberia to Scandinavia. In contrast, the presence of mitochondrial DNA haplogroups C, D, and Z in Early Metal Age individuals suggested discontinuity with Mesolithic hunter-gatherers and genetic influx from central/eastern Siberia. We identified remarkable genetic dissimilarities between prehistoric and modern-day North East Europeans/Saami, which suggests an important role of post-Mesolithic migrations from Western Europe and subsequent population replacement/extinctions. This work demonstrates how ancient DNA can improve our understanding of human population movements across Eurasia. It contributes to the description of the spatio-temporal distribution of mitochondrial diversity and will be of significance for future reconstructions of the history of Europeans.

Author Summary

The history of human populations can be retraced by studying the archaeological and anthropological record, but also by examining the current distribution of genetic markers, such as the maternally inherited mitochondrial DNA. Ancient DNA research allows the retrieval of DNA from ancient skeletal remains and contributes to the reconstruction of the human population history through the comparison of ancient and present-day genetic data. Here, we analysed the mitochondrial DNA of prehistoric remains from archaeological sites dated to 7,500 and 3,500 years Before Present. These sites are located in North East Europe, a region that displays a significant cultural and linguistic diversity today but for which no ancient human DNA was available before. We show that prehistoric hunter-gatherers of North East Europe were genetically similar to other European foragers. We also detected a prehistoric genetic input from Siberia, followed by migrations from Western Europe into North East Europe. Our research contributes to the understanding of the origins and past dynamics of human population in Europe.

The absence of strong structure in the present-day mtDNA gene pool of NEE stands in contrast to the variety of languages and cultures, and to the complex history of how and when these were formed. Modern mtDNA data does not resolve the origins of the Saami either. Our aim was to provide answers to these questions and reconstruct events in the genetic history of NEE by generating and analyzing ancient DNA (aDNA) data from prehistoric human remains collected in northwest Russia. In particular, our objective was to characterize the genetic relationships between hunter-gatherer populations in NEE and Central/Northern Europe and to estimate the genetic legacy of ancient populations to present-day NEE and Saami. The oldest samples were collected in the Mesolithic graveyards of Yuzhnyy Oleni Ostrov (aUz; ‘Southern Reindeer Island’ in Russian) and Popovo (aPo), both dated around 7,000–7,500 uncalibrated. yBP, uncal. yBP. The sites of aUz and aPo are located along one of the proposed eastern routes for the introduction of Saami-specific mtDNA lineages. Results from odontometric analyses suggested a direct genetic continuity between the Mesolithic population of Yuzhnyy Oleni Ostrov and present-day Saami.
We also analyzed human remains from 3,500 uncal. yBP site Bol'shoy Oleni Ostrov (aBOO; ‘Great Reindeer island’ in Russian) in the Kola Peninsula. This site is located within the area currently inhabited by the Saami. We compared the ancient mtDNA data from NEE with a large dataset of ancient and modern-day Eurasian populations to search for evidence of past demographic events and temporal patterns of genetic continuity and discontinuity in Europe.

*Full story / data at:
http://journals.plos.org/plosgenetics/article?id=10.1371/journal.pgen.1003296

~~~~~At least 20% of Neanderthal DNA Is in Humans
At least one-fifth of the Neanderthal genome may lurk within modern humans, i
nfluencing the skin, hair and diseases people have today, researchers say.

Although modern humans are the only surviving human lineage, other groups of early
humans used to live on Earth. The closest extinct relatives of modern humans were the
Neanderthals, who lived in Europe and Asia until they went extinct about 40,000 years ago.
The ancestors of modern humans diverged from those of Neanderthals between 550,000
and 765,000 years ago.

Recent findings revealed that Neanderthals interbred with ancestors of modern humans
when modern humans began spreading out of Africa perhaps about 40,000 to 80,000
years ago, although some research suggests the migration began earlier.
About 1.5 to 2.1 percent of the DNA of anyone outside Africa is Neanderthal in origin.

However, scientists reasoned that the Neanderthal DNA found in one person might not
be the same Neanderthal DNA of someone else.
http://www.livescience.com/42933-humans-carry-20-percent-neanderthal-genes.html

A Whistle-Blower Accuses the Kochs in Arkansas Town

In my town there is a Koch, Georgia-Pacific. Most workers that I talked to say you
should not plan to work there for a long time being they will find anything
to let you go so they don't have to pay for benefits. And I know the point to
"have it fresh" worker wise. For me I wonder if it's because of chemical exposure?!
Sick workers expose the wrongdoings of the workplace.

~~~~~A Whistle-Blower Accuses the Kochs of “Poisoning” an Arkansas Town
In June, Koch Industries, the conglomerate owned by the billionaires Charles and David Koch, launched a new corporate public-relations campaign called “End the Divide,” to advance the notion that Koch Industries is deeply concerned by growing inequality in America. An ad for the campaign urges viewers to “look around,” as an image of an imposing white mansion is replaced by one of blighted urban streets. “America is divided,” an announcer intones, with “government and corporations picking winners and losers, rigging the system against people, creating a two-tiered society with policies that fail our most vulnerable.”

The message was surprising, coming from a company owned by two of the richest men in the world, who have spent millions of dollars pushing political candidates and programs that favor unfettered markets and oppose government intervention on behalf of the poor. But no trouble appeared to have been spared in the commercial’s creation. It features a cast of downtrodden Americans of all colors and creeds. To portray corporate greed, it includes a shot of a Wall Street sign, followed by a smug businessman looking down at the camera, dressed in a flashy suit and tie. But, according to Dickie Guice, who worked as a safety coördinator at a large Koch-owned paper plant in Arkansas, the company need not have gone to such lengths. Instead of scouting America for examples of social neglect, the Kochs could have turned the cameras on their own factory.

This summer, Guice decided to speak out about the paper mill in Crossett, a working-class town of some fifty-two hundred residents ten miles north of the Louisiana border.* The mill is run by the paper giant Georgia-Pacific, which has been owned by Koch Industries since 2005. According to E.P.A. records, it emits more than 1.5 million pounds of toxic chemicals each year, including numerous known carcinogens. Georgia-Pacific says that it has permits to operate the mill as it does, and disputes that it is harming local health and safety. But as far back as the nineteen-nineties, people living near the plant have described noxious odors and corrosive effluents that have forced them to stay indoors, as well as what seems to them unusually high rates of illness and death. Speaking by phone from his home, in Sterlington, Louisiana, Guice pointed the finger directly at the mill’s owners, and described a corporate coverup of air and water pollution that he says is “poisoning” the predominantly African-American community.

Guice made his début as a whistle-blower in a new documentary film, “Company Town,” about the pollution of Crossett, which premièred in June at the L.A. Film Festival. Natalie Kottke-Masocco, the film’s director, and Erica Sardarian, its co-director, spent some five years in Crossett, and over time they coaxed Guice to go on camera. “I was warned that I’d never get hired again,” he told me, when I asked why he was coming forward. “But I thought, What the heck, what are they going to do, kill me? It had to be done.”

As Guice tells it, he started working at the Crossett plant in February, 2011, when Larco Inc., a local heavy-equipment and construction firm, where he worked, was contracted by Georgia-Pacific to handle disposal of the paper plant’s waste. According to Guice, the contract called for his company to spread two hundred thousand cubic yards of “ash” dredged from the Georgia-Pacific paper mill’s sediment ponds across four hundred acres of property that it owned in the town. He says that Georgia-Pacific supervisors told him to spread the waste in layers in pits that were sometimes forty feet deep, and then to cover it with six inches of dirt, “so that it looked like a regular piece of land.” The land often flooded, Guice told me, and runoff would flow into trenches that fed into a local creek, which ran behind a residential area. He said that Georgia-Pacific would also dump “big plastic tanks” of untreated liquid waste. “It looks like brown liquor,” he said. “And steam comes up from it, sometimes all day.” Within a few months of starting at the paper plant, Guice said that he fell ill from exposure to the waste, developing respiratory problems. “My doctor told me to get out of there,” he said. “But I needed that job.”

After a year, Guice, who has a certification from the Occupational Safety & Health Administration in environmental safety, was promoted to the position of safety coördinator, again as a Larco contractor to Georgia-Pacific. In his new post, he was given air-quality monitoring equipment, which he told me showed “deadly levels of hydrogen sulfide,” a foul-smelling, colorless gas that has proven carcinogenic to rats and mice. Guice took measurements in the morning, midday, and evening, and documented them all. When he told the Georgia-Pacific supervisors that he was getting readings so high that they indicated a potential for immediate illness and death, he says the company blamed his equipment. After he protested this, they offered to build a roof over the fields where the waste was being spread, but he told them that this would be like building a toxic gas chamber. “They told me it was my problem. They knew it was dangerous, but their attitude was: keep your mouth shut, do the job, and don’t get in anyone’s business,” according to Guice. Eventually, a company official took her own readings, which he says confirmed his own. At this point, the company decided to build a huge stainless-steel chain-link fence around the perimeter of its property, “so you can’t see where the work is,” he told me. Once he was able to get employment elsewhere, Guice, who had been contacted by the filmmakers behind “Company Town,” decided to blow the whistle.
http://www.newyorker.com/news/news-desk/a-whistle-blower-accuses-the-kochs-of-poisoning-an-arkansas-town

http://www.glynnenvironmental.org/oldsite/GP-NPDES-8-30-05.htm

Friday, September 9, 2016

911 Marwan Al-Shehhi worked at the Doubletree Tulsa

This has been something that has been bugging me over the years.
The FBI knows this but the public may not.

Marwan Al-Shehhi and another guy I can't place, the 911 Hijackers worked
at the Doubletree where I worked at the time. In fact I worked a few times
with them. I remember them. The guy with glasses and a beard Al Shehhi.

After 911 the Hotel was flooded with FBI. I was working at the other property
at the time. And our banquet was over so our work was almost over and it was
just a few workers at the other property, so us working had no clue what was
going on.

Keep in mind Marwan Al-Shehhi was tagged to of been at the
Spartan Aeronautics in Tulsa. But what was not said the same name also was
tagged at the Tulsa Doubletree and is why the place was full of FBI
they where tracking all of this down.

~~~~~It is not unusual for foreign students like Mr. Moussauoi to call the
Airman Flight School in hopes of becoming pilots. Among such students who
considered the school in July 2000 were Mohammed Atta and Marwan al-Shehhi,
two of the hijacking suspects on the jetliners that crashed into the
World Trade Center. Federal agents have already questioned officials at a
flight school in Tulsa, Spartan Aeronautics, about a one of the suspected hijackers,
Fayez Ahmed, whose name has also been rendered as Ahmed S. Faiez.
Mr. Ahmed listed the school's address on his pilot's license.
School officials say they have no record of anyone with that name attending.

Another suspected hijacker, Ahmed Alghamdi, also sometimes listed as Ahmed A.
Alghamdi, gavev a Tulsa apartment as his address on his commercial pilot's license.
In July 2000, Mr. Atta and Mr. al-Shehhi spent a night in the dormitory for
Airman Flight School. Mr. Davis, the school's director of operations,
said that neither man had a pilot's license and that they spent a day touring the
facility and inspecting the airplanes. Mr. Davis said the pair ultimately decided
to go elsewhere, and records show that later in the month they began taking
classes in Venice, Fla.
http://www.911myths.com/index.php/Hijackers_trained_by_US_military%3F

~~~~~Spartan School of Aeronautics in Tulsa, Okla., is listed as the address on
his pilot's license but the school says there is no record that he ever took 
a class there.
http://911review.org/Wget/www.worldmessenger.20m.com/alive.html

I was bugged that if I knew what was happening could I done something,
to stop it, gave a warning out. Would I been able to put a end to it before the
911 happened. It could of been worse for me, if they could of axed me without
bringing unwanted attention on? I was in the service elevator alone with
both of them once. Protected destiny, well I guess so!

It is a heavy weight on me to bare thinking about the what if.
What if, crossing paths not knowing the bad!

I know really there was nothing I could of done without knowing anything.
So I took it at as they worked there for a time before all of the bad happened.

This is needed to blow off steam. Believe it or not go find out yourself, if you want to
know. I am just getting this out of me! I'm deep!

http://www.angelfire.com/bug/dugbuglas2/911.html