Sunday, May 28, 2017

Protected Destiny Horn Peak and Relating

In 1987 our Church youth group went to Colorado, Horn Peak.
This was in a bad time for me, my dad was sick at the time
and there was nothing I could do, he was ok but recovering.
This was hard for a 17 year old at the time!
I went to the trip with a lot on my mind.

We got there and did our youth group stuff. I met a strange
woman that said she worked at Los Alamo New Mexico.
She hung around me a lot. I tried to look her up in college but no luck!
This still bugs me today. I'm a interesting person to talk to!

We finality hiked up the peak a 13450 ft hike and climb.
And I almost fell down the peak as I free hand climbed on the 
side of the trail on the top. The rock I had a hold of came out
of the mountain. Believe it or not the wind blew me back in
balance where I could grab another rock.

These are one of the strange times in my life where I tend
to be saved from disaster. 

So to me I don't take life serious. When I love, I love regardless.
I am open because life is short! Keep in mind when I was a kid I got
hit by a car doing 45 mph+ on a moped doing 0 making a left turn.
Sort of like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Had20POo6ZA
I am still here today! When I say I love you, I do!

So about the Relating part? In 1987 as many kids did back then
I had a Duran, Duran haircut. So as the song goes "We fight for love!"
And isn't that what it's about, regardless! "Something just like this!"






Here in my car, Protected Destiny



I had a few cars in my life. My first car in 1989 was a cursed car that I think tried to kill me
four times. In the 90 Toyota Corolla I was driving I turned left and just hit the curb the
tire went boom, and I broke the axle, I didn't know it but knew the car would drive like
the front tire was sliding back and forth, because it was. I would turn sharp left to put it
back in place. My 82 Toyota Corolla had a issue with the break line being close to the
exhaust, so it carbonized and to use the breaks I had to hit them in a 5 sec, advance.
Also when I drove the car to trade it in, as I drove up some salesmen saw me drive up
when they where smoking in front. I parked and turned off the ignition when the timing
chain broke. The engine made a cling, cling, cling noise as the engine stopped.
I didn't know what it was so I went in and got my new / used car signed the papers
and when they went to start up my old car it wouldn't start.

The other car salesmen said they seen me drive in so the car was working until that point.
The owner of the dealership was amused about it so he was ok with the trade but he
wanted me to pose next to my old car with a story of what happened.
He later added photos of the scene of the Blues Brothers movie where the car falls apart.
He framed it and hung it up on the dealership wall. I don't know if it is still there?

I also had a white Subaru that I blew the engine. My car now has two gears left.
Im not talking about all of my cars I had just the strange or fun ones!

I can just hear everyone tell me, you don't need a car, you had plenty cars
in your life, they are not working with you. You need to get a bike it will do you good!
If it's not a moped, because in 1985 I got hit by a car on my moped.
I was stopped in the street making a left turn when a car doing around 45 mph
going down the road didn't see me because he had something on his dashboard
blocking his view. He hit me the bike went forward and I glided with the car grabbing
hold of the hood hanging on until he stopped hard and I couldn't hang on no more and
I hit the road and skidded with the car holding on to the air dam to not go under the car.
All that happened to me in the end was I bruised my kidney so I turned yellow and
it pulled all the ligaments in one leg because my leg got pulled up too fast as I
went over the hood of the car. It took me months to walk again.

Yes I got hit by a car with me on a moped and survived.
Not as bad but like. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Had20POo6ZA

In my high school days. At a Votech school I was going to during High School.
There where some guys I hung out with "stoners",
I did not smoke with them.

During lunch they took off in my friends car to his parents house to
get some of his pot, I was in the back of the car.
They went there smoked at the house then drove back to school.
We where driving along when all of a sudden they slammed on the breaks.
I hit the back of the front seat. (a)-Only the second time in my life that
happened. We all got out of the car to look at a cow on the side of the road.
It looked at us like it had something to say, but it just mooed!
They where on the ground laughing. Funny but really, it's just a cow!

We got back to Votech, then we went back to our class, but it was late and they
ran to class but it was the wrong class they ran into! They got in there sat down.
I was in the hallway looking at them saying wrong class! Dudes!

The teacher knew and the kids in class knew they where stoned, all but them,
they thought no one knew! It was clear the pot made them stupid.

(a)-I hit the back of the front seat of a car once and rotated as I was pined
to the seat then my legs went over the seat and I softly floated into the front seat
as the car stopped, just like I meant to do that. With me in the back seat a friend
was going fast then slammed on the breaks for some reason and
I ended up in the front seat.

And I also for some reason I sat by the curb and I put my foot under the school
bus tire and the bus ran over my foot. It didn't hurt, it just ran over my foot like a
big marshmallow went over my foot! It was kind of cool!

I was riding my bike once and saw one of my friends so I wanted to
show off, so I flew fast down the road at them then I slid the bike sideways to
stop. But the bike catapulted me in the air at them as they where standing there.
I was coming at them but they did not move they just looked at me and I landed
right with in a inch, face to face with my friend and said "HI!" Like I meant
to do that. He hit me in the nuts!

So I had been out there! I guess I have a protected destiny as I am still here
and not ran over by anyone yet! I might fly a bit but it's all ok!
Anyway, Mucho gusto, lets talk about my cars!

My first car a green 1975 Chevy Impala was a hand down from my
brother and sister. My Mom and Dad went to get a
car and we where not with them. So we where waiting in the front
yard and watching every car coming around the corner,
nope not them, maybe it's a sports car? We didn't know.
Then this big green thing came down the road. It pulled into the
driveway we all started to cry.

They would have to drive it to High school the green ugly as hell and safe as a tank car!
But... My brother crashed it and when it was fixed on the same day it got picked up my
brother crashed it again.

With me well... It almost flipped over on me going around a sight corner I 
got it on two wheels. It felt like someone was like lifting the car up.
I did not want to put the breaks on two wheels so took the foot off the gas
and the car slowly came down.

Then the trim came loose and stuck out about two feet and I was scraping peoples 
cars from mid town, down a busy road, riverside drive all the way to home in rush hour. 
I kept hearing this "da, da, da... da, da, da" noise. 
On the car radio the song, Men at work "Down under" was playing.
Listen to the song, it was funny as hell when you think about it! 
Kind of a http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plane_(esotericism)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfR9iY5y94s
 
The songs beat matched the sound of the trim scraping peoples cars.
At the time I didn't know what it was so I cranked up the radio to block
out the sound the car was making. Do, do, do ,do, dooo, da, da, da, da, do, do, do, dooo.

So it was something like that. I got home and when my dad came home and saw the trim 
sticking out with all this paint on it, he asked what happened!. 
I didn't notice it when I got home. And soon the trim disappeared! 

I was teaching my high school / college (Red string of fate) lady I was dating how

to drive in it. We ended up in a field. 

Also I was going to her place in December 1989, when I was driving up this hill
and from my right going left a green fireball went across the sky. 
The time it took me to say to myself, what the hell is that Kryptonite, 
because I was really expecting to see superman there also. 
The windshield started to crackle and pop and it started to get really hot
in the car. Then a glowing round mass the size of a basketball started to appear
on the windshield . Then it got really hot in the car and the mass turned white. 
I was thinking what ever was doing that could get in the car to me, 
so I reached over and turned the AC on the defrost and started to blow
on the windshield to keep it from melting

What saved me was a 70's Chevy has lead in the glass and I ended up not having the
AC on the heat was on so it was better at cooling through the radiator.
As the fireball got farther away things cooled off. It was gone and it was still hot so 
I put my hand outside and the air was hot, like summer 100 deg and as I drove along
I hit the cool 25 deg December air. So I was thinking the fireball aimed at my car!
People seen the green fireball, other than me in 1989!
http://articles.latimes.com/1989-12-29/news/mn-1149_1_mystery-fireball

Then the next thing that happened was a freak micro burst. I was going to my church
youth group and I was at the intersection waiting making a left turn. The light turned green
and off I went, as I was going around the corner I heard and felt wind blow on the back
of the car. I had the car floored as I was going so it was not doing anything to my car.
I looked in the rear view mirror and saw a small car being blown over across the road.
A transformer box sparking and a big power line popping in the street,
the kind that is powering a small town. It was popping away exactly where I was
a few seconds earlier.

When I finally traded in the car to a dealership where my dad got the car from they
where not happy to see it. A car sales man yelled to the others "It's back!" and I saw
people peeping through the blinds. I don't know who it was but I think it was a sales man
there told me a story about the car, that the original owners of it said they where sitting on
their porch and said a portal opened like a garage door with a bright light inside it,
in their backyard and the car rolled out of it then the portal closed.
Hell if they didn't want it! Really that is what a guy told me there!

I think I know what they did with the car! When I seen the plane crash in China on TV.
The one where the plane hit the taxi, the first thing I thought was the car was scrap
and it ended up in China! http://www.bbc.com/news/business-31125052

Moving on... One of the most fun cars was my 1995 Subaru Impreza with all wheel drive.
An electric supercharger etc... I took it off road, did donuts in the parking lot in the winter
and got chased by the cops and got away driving through the berm getting on the main
icy road. Took the car to a abandoned park driving it sideways.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84Qmm4-SIIk

But also at the park a lady almost ran me over! She didn't see me!
It's sort of a destiny thing in my life I met her before I met her... I love her!
She came within a inch of hitting me I sort of skimmed off the side of the car.
I did not fear for my life when she drove by me it was like a "Oh there it is again!"
the acknowledgment of being protected. I was not hurt and as she was stopped
looking at me to see if I was hurt I ended up dropping to me knees begging her
to come back. She looked at me out her car window to see if I was hurt
because I was on my knees but she realized I was ok because I was patting
my heart at her telling her I loved her and was begging her to come back!
Being how close she came to me it was clear a destiny thing going on
and she was attractive. She was my type so that was why I got on my knees!
She smiled with a Cheshire cat smile with sunglasses on! Stole my heart!
She made a right turn! I still love her today! Comeback!
I should of played dead to get her to come back to me! Damn!

Also back in the late 90's I also took the Subaru way out at the end
of Kenosha road in Broken Arrow to the verdigris river. As seen in the bottom
of page with the Subaru in the mud! It was like a dirt track and a park sort of place
where I got stuck once on a tip of a hill all tires did not touch the ground so
the tires where spinning with the car, kind of teeter totter on the tip.
It was funny at the time being I was wobbling in the car trying to get it loose!

And as destiny has it I ended up blowing the engine a few months later.
A lady at work was coming to work and she heard my engine blow a mile away as
she driving her car coming toward me down the road. Only to get to me with me on the
side of the road! "I'm not coming in to work today!"

The car I had for the longest time. During the crash of the housing crisis
and gas being up to $4 a gal. With the car that MADMAXED and got it up to
152 MPH once. And could backfire on demand. Had 140,000 miles on it with
plastic parts epoxied, no inside door handles and had only two working gears
with the sound of a V8 and thought it was a Lotus Omega had died.
That was a car that got me far and was the longest time I had a car.

I have a little Nissan now and I plan to not MADMAX it as much.
But might drive in the woods off road like the Subaru!
But it's good to have a car with more than two gears.
I was so used to opening my door from the outside by opening the
window, I found myself looking for the window crank to open the window
but realized I had power windows so I opened my window and
realized I had door handles! Dang!

I also should note when I worked in a hotel in the 90's I had a
$1.5 million dead peasant insurance policy on me.
The second highest in the state. I knew because HR talked
to me about it wanting to know why they where spending so
much on me, My co-workers called me "Dead Man Walking!"
Like the boss would kill me and claim the $1.5 million!
I'm still here! http://www.deadpeasantinsurance.com

In 1987 our Church youth group went to Colorado, Horn Peak.
We hiked up the peak a 13450 ft hike and climb.
I almost fell down the peak as I free hand climbed on the 
side of the trail on the top. The rock I had a hold of came out
of the mountain. Believe it or not the wind blew me back in
balance where I could grab another rock.
http://www.summitpost.org/horn-peak/151465

In the 90's my friend's ex lover hired a hit man to kill him.
She had bad problems. Me and my friend was talking in 
a Church parking lot while we noticed this guy sitting in his car
So after a while he finally took off. He met us later at my friends place 
and told us he was going to kill us because of my friends ex hired 
him to kill us. He figured out she had issues when we both seemed 
too normal as there was no reason to kill us.
He told us he was at Vietnam so he knew something was not right
and he said saw his friend get blown up as he got on the helicopter. 
"His friends bones are sill in his face!" "He was tired of death!"
This stuff is sort of normal for Oklahoma but more of a Hillbilly issue
relating.

In the 80's I almost got hit by a car as I was on roller skates.
I was on a bridge that went over a creek as the car came at me.
I jumped off the bridge and sort of landed in the mud instead of the 
hard rocks. It was like I floated toward the mud like it was a 
magnet pulling me in.

And because of all that is in my life, I have earned it to be like I am.
Keep that in mind, I got hit by a car doing 45 mph with me on a moped 
and made it! So I may not take things people think as serious, seriously!
It's not serious to me! Life is too short really to be serious!
Like Dusty Springfield I would drive and get lost then find my way back
home. "She enjoyed reading maps and would intentionally get lost to find
her way out." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dusty_Springfield#Personal_life
Live before you miss out on everything life is short!

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLceEzjybohu47TJw1pIVmPF9Etl80upKG

http://www.angelfire.com/me4/dugbugwap/CARPHOTO.html


Friday, May 26, 2017

Work off welfare, 10 years no minimum wage increase

This is just another light to the lack of reality with the Republicans!
"Trump appears to want at least 6 million Americans off government 
aid and into full-time jobs."
"The problem is: Companies don't want these workers. Why? 
They don't have the skills to do those jobs."

But also it's the fact of most towns /small towns are full of unhireable people.
And they are for many reasons. Also of they are not adapt to the changing
workplace or have a shoplifting past from being pushed to get food for the family. 

A big one in is garnished wages. Businesses do not want to hire those people
because of the lack of productivity lack of customer service because they
only make $3.78 after taxes and garnished wages. They don't care!
And being stuck at work for 8 hours a day at garnished wages is crap.
The work is seen as no value so they don't work. Why let their kids run around
at 12am with mom at work making $3.78 an hour for 8 hours!

All of this is just a result of low pay. Minimum wage has not been increased in 10 years!
And as you notice prices are going up. The wages are not matching inflation.
This ends in the lack of sales as people cut back their spending.
And with the Republicans wanting a food stamp cut in a food stamp economy
because they don't make the money to buy something so others have to buy it 
for them from the cost of food stamps. It takes money away from business owners
in the lack of food stamp money coming in their store and from the poor cutting back
because they have less food stamps. Aka, stop eating out now, no Netflix cut back etc.

~~~~~That local evolution has made it easier for national lawmakers to get on board. 
Plus, inflation over time continues to decrease the purchasing power of workers' wages."

"Today marks the day -- 10 years since the last time the federal government raised the minimum wage," Schumer said on Thursday shortly after Sanders spoke. 
The Raise the Wage Act of 2017 would incrementally raise the minimum wage
to $15 an hour over the next seven years. 
The federal minimum wage would be indexed to the median wage beginning in 2025." http://money.cnn.com/2017/05/25/news/economy/minimum-wage-bill-democrats/index.html

All of this mess will bring up the pay. Well they have to bring it up of just let it
fall down in a lack of sale hell! And it is ok it's expected with low pay!
"They can raise their prices all they want I still won't buy it!" it's true it's just
consumer based pricing on $7 after taxes or $3.78 after garnishment.

We all are over due for a poverty crusade! I still push on the point to bring up 
the poverty you have don't hide. Bring up the need for better pay go out looking poor.
Go to the Red-lobster looking like a homeless person and just get biscuits and tea
nothing high dollar! Go to a grand opening of a store and yell out about the high prices!
Flood those places or just walk buy the place seen by all.
Make Walmart look Impoverished dressed homeless!

All of this is like a protest over low pay but not at work so you won't get fired!
Sure these paranoid Republicans will think your paid for doing it or you are lazy
like most of the town is lazy bringing up the point of bad labor force unsupported
pushing a change. The poor will still be poor they don't magically vanish,
but whatever! The paranoid Republicans  burn themselves out over it in time,
keep doing it and have fun doing it!

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Sorry but I run because life is too short

As many know I am a lover of life and I see love as no boundaries.
No matter how fucked up it might seem... In value life is short for not
being fucked up. My past loves where far out there, so the value of love,
love missed and regret, rules. I have to teach for others to know to make that effort!

Why? I talked to a girl at work about a half hawk once. And she smiled at me.
You have to understand I fall in love easy! She was 18 and so I thought about it
she was young for me but that was ok. Well in reality I should of hooked up with
her because she ended up being killed. This is one of those things that
is in my life the asked question, would I of saved her if she was with me?
Yes I would of put her in a better environment. I didn't know at the time but it hurts!
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2015/05/where-have-i-been-mirror-mirror.html

Thinking about something without emotions blocking the thought.
I hit on a lady once only afterwards finding out she is going through a divorce.
I didn't know! But I hope thinking about it she knows she has value and not
a piece of crap. Damn she was not even divorced yet and has a guy interested!
Damn she's good! But life is strange like that! I am interested! 
We both hurt and life is too short!

As for me I still support my EX wife being her life is too short. She has health
issues so she may not be around long. She is my EX and we don't get along but
I support her. Love is not finite.

And I also fell for a married gypsy lady, that I need in my life also. 
She ran over my toes and almost me by accident. And appropriately
I got on my knees and begged her to come back, I love her!
It brings up the point when is my time up? Life is short to not love!

Polyamory! Life is too short to put boundaries on love, you are just hurting
yourself and others also. Deep and needed things to think about as the song.

Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Stop looking at my stuff Trump!

This is just something I noticed! I don't really like Trump using my
points I use if he is.

Noted like Don Lemon!
"Don Lemon knows Trump watches CNN

"It is said your education is only worth the paper it's printed on.
Well it's true out in the world. Going to a redneck college and getting
a masters degree is not the same as going to Berkeley.
The point is resources for learning. You get what you pay for!"

*Noted in 2016


So, I don't want that - I don't want that. It's very unfair to the country. It's very unfair to our country; what's happened. That report should have never - first of all, it shouldn't have been printed because it's not worth the paper it's written on. 
And I thank the New York Times for saying that. I thank a lot of different people for saying that. But, I will tell you, that should never, ever happen. OK.
*Noted 2017

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

I give my full respect for what happened in Manchester!

I give my full respect for what happened in Manchester!
The action of one can hurt so many, but the many standing together helps so many!

~~~~~Imam drives for hours to pay tribute to Manchester attack victims

Imams and Muslim youth from around the UK drove to Manchester, England on Tuesday in a display of solidarity after the city's deadly terror attack.
Zishan Ahmad, an imam at London's Baitul Futuh Mosque, made the 8-hour round trip to pay tribute to the victims at a vigil outside Manchester City Hall.
He joined about 50 members of the Ahmadiyya Muslim Youth Association -- and hundreds of others who attended the solemn event.
For Ahmad, seeing a city being shaken up by tragedy is all too familiar.
"I as a Londoner experienced the same thing this great city of Manchester is experiencing," Ahmad said, referring to the attack near UK's Parliament in March that left four dead.
"For this reason I have come up here to show my support and convey the true message of Islam, which condemns such barbaric attacks," he added.
The AMYA members held banners that read "Love for all, hatred for none."
Ahmad said this motto "signifies the basis starting point that Islam requires of a Muslim."
For Ahmad, the vigil was an experience that brought people together.
"People were approaching us, hugging us," Ahmad said. "It allowed us to show the local community and world at large that terrorists have nothing to do with Islam."
***Don't let this stick you Ariana Grande! This is not what you are about! "She has followed Kabbalah teachings since the age of twelve, along with her brother Frankie, believing "the basis lies in the idea that if you're kind to others, good things will happen to you."
***There is more Kind to others than the few bad people!

Dating a married lady and caught in the middle

Being this is as I see it a Archaic Revival is going on! And just a time to
be open about things as it makes all lives better in the long run!
I'm talking about love! Love has no boundaries and this stuff needs
to be taken serious in view as like therapy!

There is a reason for everything in that I am saying there needs to be a fairness
and some thinking going on. Well if you watch Fox News / Wikieaks you might
believe in the tooth fairy! That doesn't help you knowing what is going on, or
what needs to be going on! Education is needed so with that you need to learn!

"The good life is one inspired by love and guided by knowledge."

"In all affairs it's a healthy thing now and then to hang a question mark on the things you have long taken for granted."

"One should respect public opinion insofar as is necessary to avoid starvation and keep out of prison, but anything that goes beyond this is voluntary submission to an unnecessary tyranny."

"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."

"Love is something far more than desire for sexual intercourse; it is the principal means of escape from the loneliness which afflicts most men and women throughout the greater part of their lives."
Bertrand Russell.  (*Note Poly)

The reason for everything? Well it's ok to date a married lady.
Because there are rules set, agreements made for the benefit of the wife.
Why? It's the part guided by knowledge because if you know you would know
a issue trivial it would be ok down the road. A wife's boyfriend would be there
to protect her from herself, support make a better women, less stress!
You really are her therapist in view to her and her husband!

This is nothing new as in the bible times. If a man could have more than
one why can't a woman?!
"In 1 Kings 11:3, the Bible records about a thousand women for Solomon,
including wives and concubines. David was a bit more austere;
he had at least eight. There are also some earlier examples recorded.
In Genesis 29:20-29, Jacob committed to a 14-year indenture for his
two concubines and two wives."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8SOQEitsJI

Married with a supportive other is mostly known in the ALPHA female,
the raging bull! Well the ALPHA female is taller than normal females and just
think how many men does it take to stand together to get to her level to talk?
More than one! That is ok in a marriage as the point is to make better than not!
It's a matter of agreements and it's not that hard just trust building, learning.
Well it's like a duh for the lover to not have sex with the wife for a year.
Understandable as you would know being a married woman's other takes
time in making the foundation for such! So after that year there is trust built
in the husband the wife and in her lover. Jealousy is worked on
and causes of it are fixed, stopped. Jealousy is like a test you can't fix it
if you don't have the test in front of you! It's a easy test anyway!
It can be changed!

If you are in a high up marriage as the wife is up the ladder in a stressful job
but fears about her career. Those are the relationships where all parts signs
confidentiality agreements. This is for trust to protect the wife from the lover
and the lover from both of them, as all asses would be on the line if caught.
Like if a waiter in a hotel hooks up with a lady that runs something high
up in the city he has consent of her husband. A confidentiality agreement would
be signed and the relationship goes into a healing time for all.
Also to note it's a long term relationship being the fire as there needs to be
a high level of trust in all involved. It's all about the trust and knowing it takes time!

The caught in the middle part? That is where the fairness part is.
It can be a lot of pain to love a married lady noting the false fears or whatever
it is. Like being in love with a notorious married ALPHA lady in which is ok!
Fetishes or dreams that are made happen is the keystone of life. A fulfillment
needed in life! But asking to be with her she like pulls out a note card and reads
a scripted response... "I can't!" But you can't believe a word she says being the
notorious part! So there is a indecisiveness a hell! Pain!
Or if there was a affair going on, in that I know I would not do being the other pain!
Like if we had sex in my bed and the next night I go to bed with her not there and my
bed sheets smells like her perfume, I would be in a fetal position on the floor crying!
As the husband might be the same finding out what she did! 
Pain! What hurts more? It's the same as a divorce after 20+ years, being hurt
over a married lady, it's the same!

Dating a married woman and being open, talking about it, working it out
is fair to all. No pain as it would be talked about! Fair to all?
Well again the part having knowledge. If the husband can't trust his wife
then he will have to join her! Or he wants his wife to be happy, normal or
what reason he lets her date long term! Or if the wife is in a bad way she
puts on the paints on the family and gets a lover for more support is ok!
In fact if the wife gets a lover and grooms him into her second husband
she would be the boss as the two husbands decision making in the family
would be canceled out as one husband might decide on ( - ) as the other
goes ( + ) this ( = 0 ) so the wife decides for progress and no pain!

So the point is to note it's ok to be a married ladies partner being open.
Or supporting your EX but dating another!
And it is a long term focus being the trust needed takes time.
A confidentiality agreement also would be good for trust
to make all safe! All of that is no pain and no caught in the middle
healing for all! Simple math! Just be open and talk about it because
something like all of that is a life long thing! We all get old and life is short!
If it's true she is your Holy Ghost as the meaning to you is true!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDNb3rcZ7EM

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Monday, May 22, 2017

Medicaid and Food stamps cut going to Mortville

With Trump's budget coming and it's expected to cut $1.7 trillion from programs like Medicaid and food stamps. That's not a good thing!

~~~~~Trump's budget comes out Tuesday and it's expected to cut $1.7 trillion 
from programs like Medicaid and food stamps
http://www.businessinsider.com/ap-trumps-budget-proposal-includes-huge-cuts-to-food-stamps-2017-5

~~~~~Trump's budget: Big gifts for the rich, big cuts for the poor
Mick Mulvaney, Trump's budget director, spelled it out clearly for reporters on Monday. The largest savings in the budget come from these items:
1. Cuts to Medicaid (Over $600 billion in the next decade) 
2. Cuts to food stamps, known as SNAP ($193 billion over 10 years) 
3. Cuts to student loans ($143 billion over 10 years) 
4. Cuts to federal worker retirement programs ($63 billion over 10 years)
Anytime you cut food stamps you take them away from being passed on
to businesses. Food stamps is like living paycheck to paycheck.
So people on the food stamps will cut back their own spending.

Medicaid cuts is not good being many are less than minimum wage retirees
out there mostly in small town where the wages never grown as seen as
small towns having nothing because they make nothing.
So they retire with nothing! Also with the poor and with kids you don't
want to cut any from them being the lack of wage growth.
It's 9 years since the minimum wage has been increased.
The wages really don't match inflation and with states trying
to get more money in from the poor. Like a cigarette tax taking
away $1.25 per pack from the family. It is better to tax chardonnay
it's a better tax revenue source being the poor mostly smokes
and has less money to.

Reductionist reduce to zero!!!! With budget cuts they reduce to zero!
They have to raise the pay sometime. When you have many people cutting
back their spending when they buy nothing anyway is not good for the labor force
and businesses!

If noting is done then we all will be heading to Mortville in our
Desperate Living! Your low taxes and low pay at work!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Desperate_Living

Sunday, May 21, 2017

Cayenne Pepper Benefits


Way back in the 90's there was a Mexican lady I worked with at a Hotel.
She was drinking a old type of drink to lose weight Tamarindo with Cayenne!
I couldn't tell if she lost weight being the hotel food we ate was not
so good for you at the time. But the drink helped her to get going.
It made her feel better.

I use Cayenne a lot. I found out it is better for me if I get it from a plant
than in a spice bottle. Cayenne does not burn me like a jalapeno or others
do and I feel better using it than not. No HABASSBURN!
In fact they say it reduces acidity!

The Capsicum has many uses. It is also in sex gels but I would recommend
using something that has "Ginger root Extract" in it first in a sex use.
Keep in mind Capsicum is also a topical use for sore muscles.
So learn how to use it!

http://101.lubezilla.com/featured-stories/what-to-know-about-lubes-with-tightening-ingredients

http://www.mayoclinic.org/drugs-supplements/capsaicin-topical-route/description/drg-20062561

~~~~~Cayenne Pepper Benefits Your Gut, Heart & Beyond
Many of us have used cayenne pepper to add a little spice to our meals, but did you know that it has the power to change your health? It has been used for both food and medicine for the last 9,000 years! Cayenne pepper can stimulate your body’s circulation and reduce acidity; it’s a powerful, spicy little pepper that offers many health benefits.
Cayenne pepper is typically added to food in either its natural or powdered form, and some people use it as a cream or capsule in order to take advantage of its detoxifying properties.
Cayenne pepper benefits are numerous and effective; it’s used to help digestion, including heal upset stomach, slow intestinal gas, stop stomach pain, cure diarrhea and as a natural remedy for cramps. It’s also used for conditions of the heart and blood vessels – including to improve poor circulation, reverse excessive blood clotting, lower high cholesterol and prevent heart disease.
When consumed, cayenne pepper has the power to relieve a toothache, seasickness,  alcoholism, malaria and fever; it’s also used to help people who have difficulty swallowing. When applied topically, cayenne pepper benefits the skin, too. It alleviates pain caused by shingles, osteoarthritis, rheumatoid arthritis and even as part of a natural remedy for fibromyalgia.
The fruit of the capsicum plant contains a chemical called capsaicin. Capsaicin is being studied to test its ability to reduce pain sensations when applied to the skin, and research indicates that it would be effective as a remedy for headaches (including migraines), potential cure for osteoarthritis and other painful conditions.

My College years 1990s and College stuff

As the sayings goes, "The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time."
"There is much pleasure to be gained from useless knowledge."
Bertrand Russell.

"From poetry and ballet to mathematics and being clever, life is laden with 
frivolous pursuits that hold no bearing on our ability to survive. 
However, Dawkins explains that the ability to perform such actions 
comes as a byproduct of the evolution of the human brain, perhaps 
because being clever is sexy."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWRumo75pgc

Well it's true as you are in the now, but you note that useless knowledge
is knowledge down the road when you really need to use it!
I didn't really know what the hell I was doing in College!
That's why you go to a College to know what you are doing after College!
 
***I had a college friend that went out with a lady and she was the Wicca
type, as it went she gave him some DMT and they where going to have
sex together under DMT to "Bond together better." 
Well he kind of had a psychosis for a few days and he ended up driving 
his car down the streets downtown Tulsa bouncing off cars looking at the
tall buildings as he was going because he was being chased by a 
green lizard thing that was stocking him. He was heading for the college
to take his classes regardless! The lady he was with asked us if we seen him
and she told us what happened, when he ended up coming in the college 
cafeteria. He started to yell at a wall at the whatever it was
that was trying to get him. So I ended up getting a cherry slushy and 
I challenged the monster throwing the slushy at the wall like I killed the monster. 
Him seeing the red on the wall was like it's blood and it snapped him out of it
we talked him into that I killed it's ass! 

After that we took him home being that he was awake for days.
He told us to get his car and bring it back to his home.
But when we got to where it was we couldn't find it. 
We found it by hearing the exhaust of the V8. 
His car was deep in the bushes still running. We figured he went into the 
bushes and ran to the college to get away from the green lizard! 
Funny as hell we thought!

***Another funny part in my college years is the time my college instructor
was having a strange time in class. He was acting strange sometime pausing etc.
When he suddenly stopped and said he had to confess that he had a unappropriate
relationship with a student. It was a freshmen girl right out of high school she had
a mediocre smile on her face and was red in the face. At the time it was funny as hell
being of her age and the college instructors age. But we all said it didn't bug us as we all
paid money for the class and we where ok if we all get something out of it.
But to me it was worth the $100 for the class at the time. And for me a kind of note
as I could relate as at the time I was leaning for a lady instructor in my nutrition class.
But never came to be! So the class with the instructor confessing I felt like damn
why didn't something like that happening to me? Felt deprived!
 
***I sat in a human sexuality class once because of the fun it was going to have.
Well it was the funniest class to take, talking about medical terminology, graphs etc 
and warnings about the 10 to 30 minutes of a female not being able to stop 
after a threesome because of the over stimulation of the G-spot etc.
It might cause a female to have a panic attack not being able to stop. 
That was the issue talked about. Needed information to save the embarrassment 
of having to call a crisis hot-line on the end of both parties.
Needed info in the Psychology / Medical industry to get prepared for the 
phone call. "Help I can't stop cumming!" 

p.s. A Female has a prostate! Go look up "Skene's gland" 
This is not gay but to me it pointed to be about relating to dominant
females. Something uh, many kids in college liked!
I guess it relates to something like Maslow were
Physiological, Safety/Security, Belonging/Social Affiliation,
Self-Esteem, and Self-Actualization is. The belonging part making the
young college male a complete person lowering his insecurities understood
by her having a prostate being dominant because of that in view.
It's a place in the galaxy I guess you could say!
TMI?, Not really it's just a fascinating humanistic behavior more
likely to be studied at some point and time reflecting college kids
for the time.

The fun was seeing the other students reaction at the time. 
Freshmen students had their jaws open the whole time in shock!
The guys where looking for girls that where not blushing to ask them out later.
It was all funny, the talking about a threesome in college in the 90's.
Welcome to real life!

***After our college Halloween party I took all the cobweb stuff they had,
and made a big ball with it. I then grabbed all the black Balloons and
tied them all to the big fluffy ball. And we all went outside where the house
was close to a highway. I put a bit of alcohol on the ball lit it up and let it go.
We all watched the fireball fly over the house and head for the highway.
We could not see anything after it flew up but we heard a semi truck
put the air breaks on, blah, ah, ah.... When all of a sudden we heard a 
god awful screech! I guess the truck driver was watching the fireball
fly over the highway and it must of dropped in front or on his truck like 
it attacked him. We all ran in the house!  

The guys gave me an award for the best college prank ever for that.
But the strange part is that was the last time we seen one of the guys
in our group. A few days later at college the Dean and someone we never
seen before told us the sad news he died in a car crash.

The strange part is that one of the girls in our group was going to fly to see her
parents and at the airport she saw him walking into his flight.
She yelled at him when she saw him and she said he kind of ran into the
walkway going into the airplane. She couldn't get in his plane but she said
it was going to New Mexico. He was like the quantum physics major,
like my other half. Area 51? Don't know! I looked for him on the Internet
for a while but found nothing at all. You will always find something!
It got me thinking I better quit looking!

Also relating when I was looking for my old school mates one of my 
High School friends disappeared. I looked for him everywhere even checked 
if he died in any of the wars lately... Nothing!
I remembered him telling me it would be cool to work at Area 51.
I am guessing he does!

***Fitting of my life! Back in 1997 me and my college friends went to Dallas
to look at the Kennedy museum. Heading back to our hotel being Dallas
and me tired from doing all the driving I kept missing a turn so we ended up
going over a bridge over and over. Partly because of the skyline of Dallas
it looked cool and it was lets do that again kind of thing.
Well we did it again but this black helicopter with something that looked
liked a big laser thing sticking out the door was next to us.
My friend is very paranoid and he grabbed my steering wheel
and was going to turn me into the side of the bridge to get away.
I was fighting him over the steering wheel!
I knew what it was it was a filming camera! I told him what it was and
we all thought they must be filming an ad for Dallas.

We went over one more time over the bridge and heading for the bridge
there goes the helicopter again he beat us before we made our turn.
We all found out later the deal was it was a film shoot for the X-Files movie!
We are on the film, on the part where Fox Mulder in the movie was looking out
the window of the helicopter to look at the Dallas skyline, you will see the
headlights of my car turn right toward the bridge, then the film looks like it
kind of speeds up like getting ahead of our car!

My car at the time was a black 1990 Nissan 240sx! Fitting for the X-Files movie!


I think we where on the film because of the short filming schedule.
"The tighter schedule, with only eight weeks of pre-production and 45 days of
principal photography, still caused the production to have less location shooting
than planned."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_X-Files_(film)

***And about my cars! I had a cursed car for a short time during college.
And a Red-String of fate college love I kept running into over and over 
in High school.

At High school, I was going to talk to her to let her know I was interested
in her after graduation practice, but she had to leave during it.
Everyone looked at her go up the stairs as they where all in place where
they are supposed to be, all but her! I was in love!

So I ended up after graduation looking for her and found her.
We talked a bit and I found out she was going to Chicago for College.
So really to me at the time this was the last time I would see her, it hurt!

And to the fact that I got booted off going to a big college and I ended
up at a JR college. Most of that time my heart was thinking about her.
It was one of those things like the "Red string of fate" heart wise to me!

I was depressed about it. So there I was sitting in class at the JR college, thinking
about things depressed, I really was thinking about her at the time when she came
walking in and sat down in a class I was in.

She was going to the same college I was and we had the same class together!
All I knew she was in Chicago at a college because she told me at our high school
graduation when I talked to her. She told me her plans.

So we sort of dated for a bit. I was teaching her how to drive in my cursed car. 
And we ended up in a field. 

Also I was going to her place in December 1989, when I was driving up this hill
and from my right going left a green fireball went across the sky. 
The time it took me to say to myself, what the hell is that Kryptonite, 
because I was really expecting to see superman there also. 
The windshield started to crackle and pop and it started to get really hot
in the car. Then a glowing round mass the size of a basketball started to appear
on the windshield . Then it got really hot in the car and the mass turned white. 
I was thinking what ever was doing that could get in the car to me, 
so I reached over and turned the AC on the defrost and started to blow
on the windshield to keep it from melting

What saved me was a 70's Chevy has lead in the glass and I ended up not having the
AC on the heat was on so it was better at cooling through the radiator.
As the fireball got farther away things cooled off. It was gone and it was still hot so 
I put my hand outside and the air was hot, like summer 100 deg and as I drove along
I hit the cool 25 deg December air. So I was thinking the fireball aimed at my car!
People seen the green fireball, other than me in 1989!
http://articles.latimes.com/1989-12-29/news/mn-1149_1_mystery-fireball

http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2013/11/education-is-needed-stop-13th-14th-grade.html 
 
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2015/06/here-in-my-car.html

***In the early 90's I was driving to college and on the highway I saw lady walking
down the side of the highway with a guy a ways behind her, they where fighting, yelling.
As I was coming up to them in my car she took off her ring and threw it in the grass.
Some asshole in front of me slammed on the breaks, pulling to the side of the road.
He open his passenger door and she jumped in. I thought about doing that also but
I hesitated, I was in college so I was broke with no money and could not take care
of her if I did! So it was ok. I hope the guy that picked her up took care of her!

***Flophouses? In my times in college in the 90's I had a friend that lived
in a downtown apartment. Roach infested, a smoke house, people fighting,
till the point the manager walked down the hallway honking a air horn yelling,
"Can't we all get along!" (She did not want the police to be called again.)

The porno playing away in the friends apartment the whole time that was going on.
Sort of fitting atmosphere for college friends looking at porno!
For those that don't know, the porno is on but guys talk about other things.
Like about the Discovery website, Quantum Theory, History etc.
Guys don't look at it the whole time! I guess just the funny parts of the porno
if at all. Call it a 90's kind of thing!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNLNeHySon0

"I was never really into porn. But anybody born after 1990 grew up with
pornography, whether they want to or not."
http://www.nerve.com/filmlounge/interview/larryclark2

Other than that place was where I spent my new years in 1993 I think.
Me and my friend was walking downtown Tulsa at the time it was new years
and we had no money to go to a hotel party or any of the high dollar sorts!
We where talking about how life was different in the 80's in downtown Tulsa
vs the times at the time. When he sees one of his ex students.
(My friend at the time worked as a English tutor, later a ESL instructor at a
Korean Hagwon.) His ex student had beer and was having a small party
with some of his friends at the Towerview Apartments! So we went with him.
At his party there was a meth lab in the fridge where the beer was. 
Yes we got some beers, just go carefully around the meth. Hay, free beer is free beer!

If you don't know what that place was, lets just say that in the 90's when
I worked in a Hotel they had a banquet for the local housing authority / landlords
etc. And as I was working there a coworker was talking to another worker asking 
about a place that is affordable. I heard him and quickly told him about
Towerview Apartments being funny! You would of thought I just farted, 
everyone in the banquet heard me tell him that!  
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8Kyi0WNg40

http://www.tulsaworld.com/archives/demolition-begins-on-towerview-apartments/article_9486ed38-6173-5e75-a7f9-af8827ff64c5.html

Also at the Towerview, I have to note the place had no AC. And in the Oklahoma
summers it's hell. Me and my friend drove by it once leaving college and we saw a 
dog on the top floor hanging out the window like it was thinking about committing
suicide, jumping out the window. We stopped for a time to watch it but noting happened,
my friend was overly curious to see if the dog will jump or not, he wanted me to stop.
It's that bad at the place!

Also bad, but funny... sort of when I found out!
I dated this girl once in college and it didn't work out. She lived in a bad place
downtown also and after I dated her with many knowing I did, she told our group
in college, about the time she had sex with a guy that lived down the hall from her.
He had sex with her then he would stop then run back to his apartment, then run back 
to hers and so on. Each time this thing was getting bigger and bigger she said. 
(He was using a pump.)
Well he took off again then he never came back she said. I don't remember what she 
said but we, all knew, he popped! We all figured he was dead for a while in his 
apartment. The girl had some bad issues!

Anyway that is my alertness of flophouses! Keep in mind at the time I was a 
Psychology major so the 90's in action was the reality pointing toward growth,
as I looked around. Things can only get better after seeing that stuff!