In these times facing burnout, threats to our futures in that if you are 50 you will only have 20 years to go with the looking environment.
Best resolve and why not is to have a torrid love affair. Well why fadeout in the light of humanity like a peasant in a corn field, just some worker that died so they buried them there and went on! A sad fate for humanity!
I've been a ladies play buddy before. Like a toy boy but I was 21 in college and she was 48. I'm in college with no money so she put $300 in my pocket telling me "This is not what you think it is." She was bringing me up to her level. She got me better things to wear and took me everywhere with her until I felt the pressure to go headfirst into college. She took me to my college and ended up breaking up with me by paying for the semester. That was ok, being her play buddy gave me security as I was a insecure kid a bit out of high school. She got value being wanted me by her side. Win, win!
Also in the 90's when I worked at a hotel there was a issue with a clients wife. After a fight with her and her husband she happened to see a co-worker (That has a tendency to have bad things happen to him.) She saw him and power walked up to him and said "My husband doesn't want to do something I want to do." The co-worker thinking it was a joke said what's that? She yelled out "ANAL SEX!" The co-worker was LOL but noticed the lady was crying! UH, ma'am, I'm not in to that let me get some one who will do. He didn't know what else to do. So he came running for me!
He told me what happened so we went upstairs and peeked around the corner. It was a lady who her husband was bring in $250,000 to the hotel at the time. So I told the co-worker the what happens in the hotel stays in the hotel thing. And went in to the hotel managers office telling him the issue he just threw papers in the air waving his hands in the air telling me to just take care of it. A separate issue was going on at the time so.
I clocked out changed my shirt then went up to the bar she was at and waited till she saw me I waved my pinky at her. She put down her drink and came at me. She grabbed my arm and escorted me to her car. Not knowing her intent I said ma'am I'm not really into that in a female grunt she said "BS where going to my car." Driving down the road I was trying to think of any motel she might be taking me, I have to get turned on. Luckily she had previously dumped a whole bottle of Chanel #5 perfume in her Mercedes to keep her husband from driving it. So I was breathing in the fumes trying to get turned on. This was all happing too fast!
But luckily she just took me for dinner, she told me to be open with her. We talked and after she payed the bill she then crossed her arms looking at me. "Oh, what happens in the hotel stays in the hotel for the dignity of the individuals involved and the hotel, my paycheck!" Thanks for your honesty she said putting her wallet back in her purse. At the time I thought is this it? I need to say more. I blurted out "Can I see you again?" She jerked her head looked at me, her pupils dilated then fluttered as the came back to normal. High blood pressure? I said out loud "God that's Erotic." Everyone in the restaurant heard me they where looking around to see who said that, she was flabbergasted like a bouncy ball was in her head. She got it together and said lets go. We took off and I had to run with her to the car. She took me back to the hotel. Driving she was staring at me with a emotion like "???!!!???!!!" I told her "The road!" We got back safely and just sat in her car till she said "Can I see you again, uh I will think about it" smiling at me.
A week latter at work she came down to see me I saw her and I looked at her like a love sick dog. She read me! She took me out again for coffee. We talked then she took me back to the hotel where she saw my Nissan 240sx I had at the time. She asked me to take her for a drive. Driving around she told me to do it. Do it? Oh I floored it popping the clutch and drifted around the corner with her hanging to the door handle and the oh shit handle as it's called as she looked at the smoke behind her. Smiles and took her back to her car. She kissed me a few I kissed her back she moaned fluttered then went back to her car eye contact the whole time. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvN9NbdPNvA
That was the last time I saw her till she was at a Banquet I was working at. I saw her so I looked adoringly at her, she turned watching me from the side of her eyes. Blushing she flung her hand at me telling me to go! So I took off. I came back latter with coffee, sneaking up behind her I gave her some coffee. She looked at the coffee cup then looked up at me to say thanks for the coffee. She saw it was me she jerked and instantly her husband pointed at me LOL "Cliche it's the waiter!" He wasn't mad I retreated holding the coffee pot walking backward to the door. Later he found me and told me his wife told him all about it and thanks for covering up the issue. "You can hook up with my wife if she wants to!" I never felt so much stress like that before heat was coming out of my shirt. He then walked over to his wife, oh no! He whispered in her ear then her jaw dropped, he turned her head to show me her face. All emotions all at once.
She never did but I understand it would be torrid that we would go to jail over it. I get it. But these days a torrid love affair is a good thing as society is not doing well. This is a time to jump into the fire!
*Ma'am in the 90's is a sign of respect, a woman of stature, power. It represents not her age!
