Thursday, August 31, 2017

Trigonometry revealed in ancient Babylonian tablet



As a good point to note is what you know is not true!
Always ask how or why it is. Ask, people never ask!
Always learn because you never know where that road is talking you.
Why is it talking you somewhere? Boom that is he point!

Ask and find out because everything you know is not true!
As in the Babylonian tablet a better way was found vs today in Trigonometry!

~~~~~World's first trigonometry revealed in ancient Babylonian tablet
Aug. 25 (UPI) -- The ancient Babylonians - who lived from about 4,000 BCE in what is now Iraq - had a long forgotten understanding of right-angled triangles that was much simpler and more accurate than the conventional trigonometry we are taught in schools.

Our new research, published in Historia Mathematica, shows that the Babylonians were able to construct a trigonometric table using only the exact ratios of sides of a right-angled triangle. This is a completely different form of trigonometry that does not need the familiar modern concept of angles.

At school we are told that the shape of a right-angled triangle depends upon the other two angles. The angle is related to the circumference of a circle, which is divided into 360 parts or degrees. This angle is then used to describe the ratios of the sides of the right-angled triangle through sin, cos and tan.

But circles and right-angled triangles are very different, and the price of having simple values for the angle is borne by the ratios, which are very complicated and must be approximated.
https://www.upi.com/Science_News/2017/08/25/Worlds-first-trigonometry-revealed-in-ancient-Babylonian-tablet/2181503668755

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Oklahoma and the third world lifestyle

Oklahoma always has this thing like when you drive into
the state you would notice all the trash on the side of the highway.
How did it get there? It's sort of by the high way with nothing there.
Someone dumped it off on purpose. It's common! I seen stuff like it
in my town. Like there would be a lot of trash on the side of the road
but with a lot of empty plastic milk containers, why don't know!

In small towns many people have no cars so there are many people 
that walk with no cars. I noticed all of this when I went to Tennessee
I seen no one walk with no cars anywhere! Then coming back Arkansas
had no people walking but had duct taped cars tore up etc. 
Then you got Oklahoma there was people walking everywhere.
This tells me they are not supported in Oklahoma. If you can't afford a car
and walk everywhere it's a give in about the state.

I worked in Walmart once I had a hour left to work and I noticed this
pissed off guy walking out of the store with a bunch of bags.
I didn't think much of it until I went home. Just about to my place
I saw him stumbling down the road with some bags left behind him.
He walked something like 8 miles from Walmart in town to his home.

Also there was a old lady that had her groceries in a rolling trashcan walking 
down the road. She was already to her home. But walked far, far as the 
closest store was far away.

People in Oklahoma find out it time they are on their own so they
go on their self sufficient ways... Well you know no man is a island!
There is a line of being self sufficient and quality of life.
So because of their wages they live in a third world lifestyle.
Many in my town only live on 20 percent of their income.
And like me many live with no AC because of it's cost being Oklahoma.
But it's norm to use no AC! Many in my town don't use it!

So in Oklahoma it's the point of being self sufficient and living in
a third world lifestyle is norm because people know there is no real help
for them. So in that the knowing they never needed it anyway.
Never good for businesses having people doing without! All of this points to 
the need to raise the pay. You can make it but they can't afford it. 
Raise the pay so they can afford it! Give people money to burn so 
businesses make money not have people walking by with no car!

~~~~~Oklahoma isn't working. Can anyone fix this failing American state?
Poverty, police abuse, record prison rates and education cuts that mean a four-day school week. Why are public services failing Oklahomans?

A teacher panhandles on a roadside to buy supplies for her third-grade classroom. Entire school districts resort to four-day school weeks. Nearly one in four children struggle with hunger. 

A city overpass crumbles and swarms of earthquakes shake the region – the underground disposal of oil and gas industry wastes have caused the tremors. Wildfires burn out of control: cuts to state forestry services mean that out-of-state firefighting crews must be called in.

A paralyzed and mentally ill veteran is left on the floor of a county jail. Guards watch for days until the prisoner dies. A death row inmate violently convulses on the gurney as prison officials experiment with an untested cocktail for execution.

Do these snapshots of Oklahoma show a failing state?

Added up, the facts evoke a social breakdown across the board. Not only does Oklahoma lead the country in cuts to education, it’s also number one in rates of female incarceration, places second in male incarceration, and also leads in school expulsion rates. One in twelve Oklahomans have a felony conviction.

Rosa Brooks of Georgetown University Law Center wrote in an essay that states begin to fail when the contract between citizens and public institutions breaks down. States “lose control over the means of violence, and cannot create peace or stability for their populations or control their territories. They cannot ensure economic growth or any reasonable distribution of social goods.”

It may be hard to believe, but entry-level employees with a high school diploma at the popular convenience store QuikTrip make more than teachers in Oklahoma.

For four years running, the state has led the nation in tax cuts to education, outpacing second-place Alabama by double digits. Years of tax cuts and budget shortfalls mean that Oklahoma has fallen to 49th in teacher pay. Spending per pupil has dropped by 26.9% since 2008.

Things have become so bad that the Cherokee nation, a tribe systematically cheated out of its land allotments in the creation of the modern state of Oklahoma, recently donated $5m to the state’s education fund.

Lisa Newman, a high school teacher from El Reno, for instance, recounts a history of cutbacks, increases in class sizes, and her stagnant salary. She takes in less than $1,000 a month after all her bills are paid.

Newman, who recently moved back into her parents’ house at age 39, contemplates a declining standard of living while she raises two boys and works about 50 hours a week.

Shelby Eagan, Mitchell elementary school’s 2016 teacher of the year, decided she’d had enough after a referendum to raise teacher pay through an increase in state sales tax was defeated in last November’s election.

“I would like to have kids some day,” she says. But that’s unlikely for now: her rent has gone up. She also buys her own supplies for her classroom.

Eagan is originally from Kansas City but she loves Oklahoma. She found her calling teaching in an urban elementary school. She teaches the children “how to tie their shoes, blow their nose, have superhero fights that don’t turn violent”, among other things. All of her students are on free or reduced-fee lunch programs.

After the referendum defeat of SQ 779, Eagan decided to look elsewhere for a better gig. Eagan found a job in the area that would increase her salary by $10,000 right off the bat.

Eagan’s decision to leave was mirrored in May by the 2016 Oklahoma teacher of the year, Shawn Sheehan, who wrote in an op-ed: “Teaching in Oklahoma is a dysfunctional relationship.”

At Oklahoma Policy Institute, a progressive thinktank, the policy analyst Carly Putnam says education is only one part of the state’s dysfunction. Putnam cites the example of a popular support program for developmental disabilities which gave families of limited means resources to take care of their loved ones. It takes roughly 10 years just to get on a waiting list to be considered for the support waiver to help a disabled person, meaning applications filed in 2006 are just now being considered. Many of the disabled patients have died by the time their files are being considered.

One student with a bipolar disorder was nearly arrested and expelled, Eagan says. “No one had the training to deal with his manic or depressive days. One day, another student kicked him in the head during a manic day.”

This triggered Eagan’s student, who punched the offending student. Administrators decided to expel theEagan’s student and charge him with assault. Eagan eventually talked them out of pressing criminal charges, but the experience left her withwas a visceral encounter with the school-to-prison pipeline.

The case of Elliot Williams is a stark example of how Oklamhoma’s public institutions is failing its citizens. Williams, who had been honorably discharged from the army, had a diagnosed bipolar condition. After he experienced a few nights of insomnia at his parents’ house in Owasso, relatives brought him to a hotel.

Williams threw a soda can in the lobby and walked into a door. Hotel staff called police. An officer who arrived at the scene found Williams “rambling on about God and eating dirt”. The officer and the staff concluded that Williams was suffering from “some kind of mental breakdown”.

They escorted him out of the hotel and called his parents. At some point, while outside the hotel, Williams threatened to kill himself. A cop ordered him to stay seated on a curb. Williams got up and moved towards a police officer, who pepper-sprayed him.

Police arrested Williams, charging him with obstruction. The small town jail of Owasso wasn’t equipped to deal with a case like Williams’s. Instead of a suitable mental health facility, Williams wound up Tulsa County Jail.

It was Williams’s bad luck to be transferred to a jail that only weeks earlier, federal agents had faulted for “a prevailing attitude of indifference”.

The jail was run by Sheriff Stanley Glanz, who would become infamous as the man who assigned his friend, Robert Bates, an insurance agent with no police training, to a violent crimes task force.

Tulsa County jail was certainly no place for a man with a bipolar condition. And yet, with Williams in the midst a breakdown, he was tackled and body-slammed to the ground by an officer. Williams had difficulty walking. He was transferred to a holding cell, where he rammed his head against a wall.

Seeing Williams unable to move, the head nurse allegedly told him to “quit fucking faking”. He defecated on himself and officers dragged him to a shower. He still didn’t move. To prove that it was an act, an officer put a small cup of water just outside Williams’s grasp. He never reached it.

For three days, jail officials – guards and medical staff – expressed “concern” about Williams but never called 911 or requested a hospital transfer. He was left in a medical cell, where a video camera recorded him lying there, unable to eat or drink. Five days after he was put in the Tulsa County jail, Williams had died of complications from a broken neck and serious dehydration.

Audits and inspections of the Tulsa County jail revealed decades of indifference to sexual abuse, overcrowding and overt racism. From one angle, the Tulsa County jail is par for the course of the American criminal justice system. But from another – and in the opinion of the jury that ultimately sided with Williams by awarding his estate $10.25m – Tulsa had seriously failed.

hane Matson is a geologist whose family has been in the Oklahoma oil business for three generations. For Matson, the discovery of new reserves in Oklahoma is a good thing. The “dark outlook about the future of energy” is gone, he says. Cheap oil and gas are now abundant.

Matson fought Obama-era regulations in Osage County, where he was exploring for oil. But his industry’s political influence has now reached untoward extremes, he thinks. Chesapeake Energy, Devon Energy and Continental Resources have lobbied to lower the state’s gross production tax, citing competition from other states. They’ve gotten their way, with Oklahoma’s oil and gas production taxes now significantly below those of its rival Texas.

One of the state’s richest men and its most renowned philanthropist, George Kaiser, has been urging an increase in the gross production tax for years. And there’s reason to believe it’s not necessarily a partisan issue. Until recently, North Dakota had been able to expand its education system with a 6.5% gross production tax.

And despite the tax cuts, the Tulsa-based Newfield Exploration moved most of its staff to Houston.

Industry leaders, not surprisingly, see the issue through an entirely different lens.

Chad Warmington, the president of the Oklahoma Oil & Gas Association, says that about a quarter of the state’s tax revenue comes from oil and gas while the industry employs about 13% of the state’s workforce. Dependence on taxes from oil and gas “has left the state unprepared for inevitable price downturns of a cyclical industry”, Warmington says. The current downturn, then, “has led many to question the state’s management of the tax dollar”.

The Oklahoma Policy Institute calculates that the current regime of tax breaks and refunds costs around half a billion dollars in decreased revenue ever year. That figure, if correct, would cover the current $220 million budget gap in education but would still not be enough to make up for the state’s entire budget shortfall.

Of course, many would not recognize their state in this description. One of the most respected bloggers in Tulsa, Michael Bates, said the whole idea of Oklahoma as a failing state was “hysterical and overwrought”.

After all, downtown Tulsa and Oklahoma City are thriving. The cities have been rated by Kiplinger among the “best cities in America to start a business”. Tulsa has rolling hills, parks and delicious barbecue: Tulsa People enumerates the city’s private schools. Affordable housing prices are the envy of the nation and suburban school districts boast gleaming new facilities. And yes, some conservatives think the four-day week is good for “traditional” families, allowing for more time with the kids. For affluent families, the extra day can be spent on college prep or sports. But for middle- and working- class parents, it means lost wages or added expenses for childcare.

And for poor families, like those of Eagan’s students, who rely on the free lunch program, it means hunger. Local food banks have to pick up the slack and deliver meals when the kids aren’t in school.

Nearly everyone I talked to for this story – regardless of political affiliation – was startled by the downward spiral of basic social services.

There is something deeply ingrained and unyielding in the state’s conservatism.

When I was in elementary school, I remember seeing my mother struggle with hundreds of thousands of dollars of unpaid medical bills after my dad died of heart disease. She was suddenly a single mother with an incomplete college education, no professional training, and a mountain of debt. We depended on the generosity of friends and family to get by.

I recently asked her why she never went on welfare or food stamps while she worked as a daycare teacher and raised me.

“Welfare is for poor people,” she said. “We weren’t them.”

If you rely on the progressive account, it’s easy to think Red America is dominated by a majority of angry racists lighting a match to liberal democracy. And people in the hipper areas of Tulsa seem to want the city to divorce the state.

But there are signals that some Oklahomans want a change of direction. David Blatt, the executive director of Oklahoma Policy Institute, and someone who’s happy to work with “reasonable” Republicans, points to three referenda widely expected to be voted down that actually won.

Oklahomans voted to reclassify certain drug possession crimes from felonies to misdemeanors, bucking the “law and order” line of the Trump campaign. They also voted to deny public funds to return a Ten Commandments monument to the state capitol, and against a bill to rewrite the state’s constitution that would have made it harder to regulate big agribusiness. All this in a state that gave Trump the third-widest margin of victory in America.

Meanwhile, facing another budget meltdown and a teacher exodus, the state raised cigarette taxes to cover the shortfall only to have the supreme court rule the law unconstitutional.

Oklahoma declared a revenue failure the second year in a row.

“Our situation is dire,” Oklahoma finance director Preston Doerflinger said. “To use a pretty harsh word, our revenues are difficult at best. Maybe they fall into the category of somewhat pathetic.”

Governor Mary Fallin had an answer: prayer. The governor issued an official proclamation making 13 October Oilfield Prayer Day. Christians were to gather in churches and hope for a little divine intervention targeting falling worldwide oil prices. Fallin quickly back-pedalled when it was pointed out that her proclamation only included Christians. “Prayer is good for everyone,” she reasoned.

Prayer Day came and went. The price of oil has barely budged since. Three weeks after Prayer Day, however, the earth shook. A 5.0 magnitude earthquake hit the town of Cushing, a place whose claim to fame is the “Oil Pipeline Crossroads of the World”.

Maybe God had something to say about Oklahoma after all.

Monday, August 28, 2017

Short Life and the Hostess with the Mostess

There is that point in life to not act stupid because life is short.
I don't know if it's ether unrecognized seen as a June bug hitting
them in the head or false fears holding them back. 
Running around in the streets? What does that do to your time? 
All of this stupidity is in form with something like natural selection in that 
being stupid you just burn yourself out over stupid things. 
Lovers of life, no time for that! Your lovers a wait with no life
as the time is gone, you are now 70. How long do you think life is really?
Life is short with people wondering where you are, where is your talk.
Where is that talk?

The hostess with the mostess with a neurosis. Erotic, neurotic.
electronic supersonic something about a spark plug in a socket?!
The question needs to be asked what is your value to life.
It's about that pain of life of what are you missing?
If you found it go to it. It's like just standing there in a corn field.
Live in a corn field your mind is only mushed as the corn field you live in!
It's ok to be the hostess with the mostess but not to stand in the corn field!

Life is short why waste it at work. I say this a lot. "If you are 55 you will
be 70 in 15 years." How long are we to waste away are far apart over
nothing in the end as all of those certificate and degrees you earned
are just papers on a wall in the end! It's much better to have photos
of your lovers also there. Such a value to life as they are for you!

Also in work there needs to be more of a life!
More of the "In Praise of Idleness."
http://www.zpub.com/notes/idle.html

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Popcorn Dog or the Dogman - Not that Ive been gay but im using Bengay



What is a Popcorn Dog or a Dogman? It's a prison term for "the bitch or the top."
A Popcorn Dog was stated as the sound when you pulled it out violently along with
the corn that might fly out, during prison sex, thus the Popcorn Dog term!

The Dogman is a term for the top. The top of the dogs not the bitch!
To be the Dogman means the Boss!

TMI? Well not really. These terms where on the internet back in the 90's.
My co worker in the 90's was a Black Panther in the 60's. He heard of the term,
so it is for real!

I told a co worker lately about the term Popcorn Dog but they could not find it.
So this it a reflection the 90's popcorn dog term I will post here for the benefit
of the world!

It's not just as a prison sex term. Could be as a woman pegging the male,
arggggggggggg "Popcorn Dog" ( ( ( POW!!! ) ) )

Or any relating and funny as hell at the term Popcorn Dog can be a invitingly 
fucked up term, as it's use could also be said as being fucked at work 
by what ever is going on! Pop out along with all the corn!

So what are you? A Popcorn Dog of the Dogman?

Back in the 90's I worked at the Marriot hotel. My back was sore so I got
some Bengay and I was in the locker room. I had my shirt off in that is sort
of improper for a hotel. A co worker came in before I was
going to put it on. So as I am with no shirt on I said
"Not that I've been gay before, i'm using Bengay!"
And I squished a hand full and slapped it on my back, splat!

Forward something like 10 years later I ended up working with him and
his girlfriend at another hotel when I remembered I did that 
so I told them it again. They said they where waiting 10 years 
for me to say that again!

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Phone Issues

"Anarchy is the best environment for personal growth."
But is your phone causing you havoc? If it is disabling you with no growth.
Then...

~~~~~Alexa, shut up: Raging against the new machines
Amy Ingram was trying to schedule a meeting earlier this month when she received a sharp response.

One of the meeting participants called her a "nag" for sending "PERSISTENT emails."

The exchange might raise eyebrows in any office, but this one was notable for a different reason. Amy Ingram is not actually a person. It is a personal assistant powered by artificial intelligence. The product, from a startup called X.ai, has only one purpose: scheduling meetings by email.

Apple (AAPL, Tech30), Google (GOOGL, Tech30), Amazon (AMZN, Tech30) and Microsoft (MSFT, Tech30) have all invested in voice assistants connected to smartphones and smart speakers. More than 35 million Americans are expected to use a voice-activated assistant at least once a month this year, according to an estimate from research firm eMarketer. And that doesn't even take into account chatbots and products like Amy Ingram.

But as tech companies introduce more advanced assistants and chatbots, some of these conversations inevitably turn hostile.

Maybe Apple's Siri mistakenly calls your boss at night instead of your girlfriend. Or you're upset that your meeting is being rescheduled and decide to shoot the automated messenger.

Call it version 2.0 of banging on your keyboard or throwing a mouse at the wall. And now, the machine talks back.

"Many of the interactions are you and the machine," Dennis Mortensen, founder and CEO of X.ai, says about most of the assistant products on the market. "In that setting, people tend to feel comfortable applying their frustration."

This creates a new challenge for tech companies: how seriously should the products respond to the hostility?

Sherry Turkle, director of the MIT Initiative on Technology and Self, says there's more at stake here than just the customer experience. Venting at machines could lead to a "coarsening of how people treat each other."

Related: Apple unveils an Amazon Echo competitor
"You yell at Alexa... you know Alexa is a machine," Turkle told CNN Tech by email. "We treat machines as though they were people. And then, we are drawn into treating people as though they were machines."

There is little data on the frequency of people raging against the new machines. Tech companies mostly stay vague on the details. Amazon declined to comment and Apple did not respond to a request for comment.

Cortana, the personal assistant product offered by Microsoft (MSFT, Tech30), is hit by curses and offensive language on a daily basis. It falls to Cortana's in-house editorial staff to craft the right response.

"While Cortana is always ready and eager to have a productive and positive conversation, the goal is to shut down offensive behavior immediately," says Deborah Harrison, a writer on the Cortana editorial team.

When someone calls Cortana a b****, for example, Cortana's responds by saying, "Well, that's not going to get us anywhere." Try hurling the same insult again and you'll get the same response, potentially limiting the incentive to repeat it.

Siri offers a similar mix of cute responses to foul language, but the same curse can elicit a number of replies. Tell Siri to "go f*** yourself," and it might respond with, "I'd blush if I could," or "I'll pretend I didn't hear that."

It's not just curses that elicit these types of responses. Complain to Siri that "you're not helping" and she might reply with "If you say so."

However, this approach may not be enough to curb our worst behavior or address the user's underlying grievances. What's needed, according to Cynthia Breazeal, is something more than "a system that fails and gives you a cute response."

"This is a hard problem to solve," says Breazeal, founder and chief scientist at Jibo, a startup developing a robot for the home. She expects the "next big thing" will be a deeper understanding of the user's frustration and what can be done to fix it.

IBM attempts to do some of this now. Its Watson AI platform powers customer service chatbots and "virtual agents" for clients. IBM's team relies on tone and emotion analysis to detect and deal with angry customers, according to Rob High, CTO of IBM Watson.

The first time Watson detects a user getting angry, it tries to "interpret and respond to their intention," High says. The second time, Watson may apologize and say it doesn't understand. If the incident continues beyond that, Watson goes to the last resort: actual people.

"We will offer to turn it over to a live agent," High says.

Of course, anger may only be one of possible explanations. Some users may simply want to vent, or test the limits of what they can and can't get away with.

Mortensen of X.ai says he would like to see a "penalty" imposed on users who are hostile to personal assistants "just like in real life." One idea he tosses out: the assistant's response time could drop precipitously.

"Amy's response speed [could go] from being almost instant to, 'I'll just let you cool off for a little bit' so you'll get a response in two hours."

"You'd know immediately that you lost," he says.

Then again the startup might lose customers, too.

http://money.cnn.com/2017/08/22/technology/culture/personal-voice-assistants-anger/index.html?iid=hp-grid-dom

What top employers look for in new college grads



It is said your education is only worth the paper it's printed on.
That will always be true... In the high up Innovating and Pioneering
jobs... The ones that if they didn't exist the other jobs might not
exist also!

But I see this as a bad sign in America for the Innovating and Pioneering
push as there will be less education from the less spending for education.
Will there be less people going for the high up jobs?

You get what you pay for!
How do you know if you don't know, because it was not there
for you to know! Anyway you see the point.
And the point to ask where is this going!

In that I say never stop learning. For the young grads if you can't get there
go get what they are looking for to a higher level, Starpilot!

~~~~~What top employers look for in new college grads
Only 1% of recruiters say those are top factors when hiring new college grads, according to a new survey from Korn Ferry Futurestep that asked 1,500 professionals about their companies' hiring plans.

"There are still some organizations that want to focus on elite schools and GPAs, but that's trending away," said Troy Steece, a college recruiting expert at Korn Ferry Futurestep.

He said those recruiting for technical jobs like engineering miging. ht be more likely to restrict their search to candidates with high GPAs from specific schools.
College major was a top factor for just 3% of respondents.
So what will recruiters be looking at?
About 61% said that "drive" and "passion" were top factors.

Here's how to show you've got what it takes:

Don't miss the career fair
At career fairs, you'll get a chance to meet with recruiters face-to-face without having to leave campus. Making a good impression in a few minutes could be tough, but there's a good chance it will lead to an interview.

"Companies are making first round interview decisions right there," Steece said.
But find out what companies will be there and research them before showing up. Know what they do, as well as what internship and entry level jobs they have open.
Prepare a 30-second elevator pitch about who you are, what your major is, and why you're interested in working for the company.

Calling all Class of 2017 grads! Have you landed your first job? We want to hear 
about it. "Tell us why you want to work here. It shows us you're being deliberate and calling your own shots. That itself will differentiate you," said Adam Blumberg, vice president, Key Accounts at Korn Ferry Futurestep.

Companies will be on campus this fall to recruit seniors for jobs and juniors for internships. But showing up as a sophomore and getting your feet wet is a good idea, Steece said.

Tell a story
Once you land an interview, you need to show -- rather than tell -- a recruiter that you have passion, drive and leaderships skills.

To do that, tell a story about a specific time you overcame adversity or faced a challenge. Draw on your experiences from clubs, volunteering and work experience.
Related: 5 interview hacks to crush it and land the job of your dreams
Keep the story concise, but be prepared for follow-up questions, Steece said. For example, the recruiter might want to know about how you made a decision, how people reacted to bad news when you had to tell them, and how you responded if someone else in the group got upset.

Ask questions
At the end of the interview, the recruiter will likely ask you if you have any questions. You answer should always be yes.

For Steece, this is a deal breaker no matter how well the interview has gone up until this point.

"You should have so many questions that we don't have time for all of them," he said.
Ask for examples of the kind of work you would be doing, or examples of projects current employees are already working on. Ask the recruiter what they like about their job, or what they find most challenging, Steece said.
http://money.cnn.com/2017/08/18/pf/first-job-search-interview/index.html

Saturday, August 19, 2017

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised, No Confederate Monuments!



People standing up against Trump and the stupidity of what laws
changes, loosing health care. Medicaid poor kids need, small town
health clinics closing. No wages going up in over 10 years now!
Business owners having to deal with consumer based pricing to their
$7 after taxes pay the people have. Big divide! 
St. Louis minimum wage will drop from $10 to $7.70
in that the workers all need to strike! That is a point of a Revolution!!!!!
http://www.cnn.com/2017/07/07/us/st-louis-minimum-wage/index.html

It is a Revolution everywhere. No one likes Trump and what is going on!
"Nightmare nominee: Nobody likes Donald Trump. Not even white men."
https://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/plum-line/wp/2016/03/31/nightmare-nominee-nobody-likes-donald-trump-not-even-white-men

No stupid Confederate flags flapping on the back of a rolling coal truck
or the KKK having their day on your day!
"Those who believe slavery was not a central point of conflict in the Civil War may wish to peruse the South Carolina, Georgia, Mississippi and Texas declarations of secession. Those documents all explicitly cite threats to slavery as reasons for secession. Mississippi's declaration goes so far as to say that “a blow at slavery is a blow at commerce and civilization."

Many say it's about states rights... But to ask why... 
Property Taxes on Slaves... Slavery! Without slaves there would
be no taxes!

Slaves where not brought up they where kept down.
Slaves where not free, slavery did not make salves free!

Celebrating people not being free is a view that needs to go!
It's time to grow up! Bring people up not keep them down!
All things change as we don't still celebrate cave man paintings.

The removal of Confederate monuments is a needed thing

to grow up from the times of being kept down.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2015/06/22/confederate-flag-racist_n_7639788.html

"The KKK rally in Charlottesville was outnumbered by counterprotesters
About 1,000 counterprotesters were there, said city spokeswoman Miriam Dickler.
Shouting "racists go home," the crowd drowned out the Klansmen's chants of "white power." Despite police lines, a few brief scuffles broke out. Counterprotesters tried to stop the Klansmen from entering and leaving the park, video showed."
http://www.cnn.com/2017/07/08/us/kkk-rally-charlottesville-statues/index.html

No more Kellyanne Conway on TV!
When will Dick get down with Jane?
"Oh, see. Oh, see Jane. Funny, funny Jane." Oh please!
No one would care because everyone is looking for a brighter day!

Think about all of this!

Friday, August 18, 2017

Interracial Couples, Love has no boundaries



I say this a lot about me about love having no boundaries.
I have feelings for a married lady that is a quantum entanglement
type of mess! She ran over my foot once it's love!
She's not norm and so the point of support and love to
be the therapist. There is a reason to be a married ladies other.
To make better not worse as real love is not selfish, pushing
her back to her husband a better person.

My "Old Lady" is a old lady 72 I'm 48!
Support because life is short 70 comes in no time at all!
I first met her when she was 57...Boom now 72!
We have issues sometimes like when at the hospital 
people wants to know who I am... "He's not my son!"

I am Polyamorous so I don't break up with anyone!

But the point is the point of love! Treating people fair.
Interracial Couples? Well we all really are the same down to that
point that does matter!

~~~~~“Runs of homozygosity” or ROH are regions of the genome where 
the copies inherited from our parents are identical. This creates a run of 
homozygous variants, from tens of thousands to millions of letters in length. 
The two DNA copies are identical because our parents have inherited them 
from a common ancestor at some point in the past, recently in the case of a 
cousin marriage, but in fact we all carry ROH, because going
far enough back in time we are all related.
http://www.orcades.ed.ac.uk/popgenetics/homozygosity.html

~~~~~30 Interracial Couples Show Why Their Love Matters
This country didn’t always think so, however, since it wasn’t until 50 years ago that it became legal for mixed race couples to marry.

On June 12, 1967, the Supreme Court struck down state laws which banned individuals of different races from marrying in the Loving v. Virginia decision. Monday marks the 50th annual celebration of this progressive milestone, aptly named “Loving Day.”

“I see Richard and Mildred Loving as strong yet soft-spoken heroes for me, my family, and generations to come,” Loving Day founder Ken Tanable wrote of the couple who helped make this decision possible. “They simply loved each other and wanted equality for all. This basic notion of celebrating love continues to be just as important today. I strongly encourage everyone to learn more about them and the gift they left us. Through knowledge, shared stories, and support, we can build a community that believes love is love.”

To celebrate Loving Day, HuffPost Black Voices asked its readers who are in interracial marriages and relationships to share their love with us. We received 30 responses from couples echoing Tanable’s sentiments and telling why their love matters. Their love for each other is absolutely heart warming.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/30-interracial-couples-show-why-their-love-matters_us_575aff03e4b00f97fba83357

~~~~~We Are Not Unusual Anymore’: 50 Years of Mixed-Race Marriage in U.S.
OAKLAND, Calif. — For their first date, in 1949, Leon Watson and Rosina Rodriquez headed to the movie theater. But each entered separately. First went Ms. Rodriquez, a fair-skinned woman who traces her roots to Mexico. Mr. Watson, who is black, waited several minutes before going in and sitting next to her.

“We always did it,” Mr. Watson said one recent afternoon. “They looked at you like you were in a zoo. We just held our heads high and kept going. If we knew there would be a problem, we stayed away from it.”

When they married in Oakland in 1950, mixed-race marriage had just become legal in California, the result of a lawsuit that reached the State Supreme Court. They are among the oldest living interracial couples legally married in the United States. It would be nearly two decades before all couples like them across the country were allowed to marry.

On Monday, they will mark the 50th anniversary of Loving v. Virginia, the United States Supreme Court case that overturned antimiscegenation laws nationwide. Mildred and Richard Loving, a black woman and a white man, had been sentenced to a year in a Virginia prison for marrying each other. The case would serve as a basis for the Supreme Court decision allowing same-sex marriage.

Continue reading the main story
Mr. Watson, 89, and Mrs. Watson, 88, do not have to look any further than their own family to see how much has changed since their marriage. One grandson is married to a Vietnamese-American woman; another is engaged to a Filipino-American woman.
https://www.nytimes.com/2017/06/11/us/mixed-race-marriage-loving-decision-anniversary.html?mcubz=3

Thursday, August 17, 2017

Failure Is The Secret To Success

It's said "Anarchy is the best environment for personal growth."
In that you should know that one can not learn if they do not fail!
You can't have the good without the bad. With no bad then you would 
not know what good is! Life's benchmark!

~~~~~Is failure a positive opportunity to learn and grow, or is it a negative experience that hinders success? How parents answer that question has a big influence on how much children think they can improve their intelligence through hard work, a study says.

"Parents are a really critical force in child development when you think about how motivation and mindsets develop," says Kyla Haimovitz, a professor of psychology at Stanford University. She coauthored the study, published in Psychological Science with colleague Carol Dweck, who pioneered research on mindsets. "Parents have this powerful effect really early on and throughout childhood to send messages about what is failure, how to respond to it."

Although there's been a lot of research on how these forces play out, relatively little looks at what parents can do to motivate their kids in school, Haimovitz says. This study begins filling that gap.

"There is a fair amount of evidence showing that when children view their abilities as more malleable and something they can change over time, then they deal with obstacles in a more constructive way," says Gail Heyman, a professor of psychology at the University of California at San Diego who was not involved in this study.

School district threatens to sue Legislature failing to educate children

In Oklahoma the state Legislature not being able to fund education or
even know what they are doing is being sued!
"Lawmakers don't have a clue how to fund education."
http://ktul.com/news/local/superintendent-lawmakers-dont-have-a-clue-how-to-fund-education

Keeping the same system without thinking ahead is fail!
Albert Einstein -  Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and
expecting different results.
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2017/06/kids-in-hell-and-poverty-in-america.html

Expecting different results... In Oklahoma? They where back with the
cigarette tax, a Poverty Tax. Things for the poor to spend most of their money
on giving less money everywhere else, less sales all over. Where it would be better
to tax chardonnay wine being it would be from a better revenue source being
it won't be keeping the most poor from doing without being it took most of their 
food money for the cigarettes.

So really education in Oklahoma with the budget cuts that are cuts they 
can go to zero! "Reductionist go to zero!" I see like a form of consumer based 
pricing for education giving the kids lower education as you get what you pay
for. Noting why parents want their kid to go to a Harvard and not a JR college.
Higher education higher income. And better labor force!

It's time for action. I said this relating for healthcare that the government 
should of sued the states for not supporting it's people making a burden
for the healthcare system. Saying that the many poor people hurt ObamaCare
being all the sick people on it. Why did they get that way in the first place?
It's the same as funding education why are we here from a long time
of not having funding?

Anyway it's good and correct for school districts to sue! 
It's time, about time!!!!!

~~~~~Oklahoma City school district threatens to sue Legislature
Oklahoma City Public Schools is threatening legal action against the state Legislature for failing its "constitutional" and "moral" responsibilities to educate children, district leaders said Thursday.

The school board is expected to decide Monday night whether to begin interviewing law firms for the purpose of suing the Legislature, specifically, the speaker of the house and the senate president pro tem.

"Oklahoma's legislative leadership has failed at their constitutional responsibility to provide textbooks for every child and their moral responsibility to put Oklahoma's children and their education first," board member Mark Mann told reporters outside Sequoyah Elementary School.

"While doing so, they have obstructed the Oklahoma City Board of Education from performing our constitutional role as intended. This is unacceptable."

Mann, flanked by Superintendent Aurora Lora and several board members, said the district is "prepared to exhaust all efforts, including litigation, in our fight to provide a quality education for the children of Oklahoma City Public Schools."

In a resolution members will consider Monday, the school board alleges that legislative leadership "has continued to ignore the voices of individual legislators of both parties, the governor and the state superintendent of schools as they call for adequate funding."

The resolution also states that legislative leadership has "ignored their constitutional responsibility to provide textbooks for every child by eliminating the instructional materials line item budget."

Additionally, the document states that legislative leadership has cut funding to pay for "requirements established by the Legislature — thereby leaving huge underfunded liabilities for Oklahoma City Public Schools."
http://newsok.com/school-district-threatens-to-sue-legislature-for-failing-kids/article/5560480?homePageWidget=1

Sunday, August 13, 2017

Family Budget on Children Wages, Panhandle

There are issues with adults making children wages.
Not being able to live normally as in not being able to get
a car with the banks under writer saying "Sorry your income is too low!
Yet alone have money for the tag. Noted a concern when I look for
a car the $400+ tag fee. So there are many cars with no bumpers in the
400,000 miles still on the road!

Other points is the unavailability to put in for retirement as there is really no
401K's in those low paying jobs and ending in not able to put in for retirement.
Small towns have many minimum wage retires making what they where
making 20 years ago. Worked hard made the same pay still living on it!

Walking without a car. I see that a lot everywhere in Oklahoma.
Voluntary repossession for food money. Cutting down your food cost.
In bad times I can cut my food cost to around $16 a week so to me
inflation is not a issue as I just won't buy the high dollar stuff.
Like when milk jumped to $4 a gallon I didn't drink milk for years.
No sales! "If they wanted me to buy that then they would of paid me better!"
Walk away!

So that is the main point here the lack of sales! "You can make it but they
can't afford it." Like how small towns bring in things the many can't afford.
So they don't go there. Or the rich people from other towns go there only to meet
the people in town driving cars with no bumpers. Or walk with no cars.
In that is a good thing needing more poverty crusades. As more poor people are
needed to just get some tea in those places dressed homeless!
To bring up the point of higher wages needed. And to show how lazy
the whole town is because of the masses of poor!
To show the town is not brought up yet!
It's like a protest over your pay but not at work!!!!

Anyway low pay these days is just a lot of people doing without living
a third world life style! No AC because you can't afford to use it.
You never needed it anyway there are many people elsewhere that
don't use it! Do you need it... NO!

"In many parts of the world, a lack in economic development might be to blame for a widespread absence of air-conditioning at the moment. However, that doesn't explain why even most Europeans ridicule Americans for their love of cooling and lack of heat tolerance."

But many in Europe and else where can't use AC as there would be no resources
to support it.

"The bottom line is that America's a big, rich, hot country," Cox told The Post. "But if the second, fourth, and fifth most populous nations -- India, Indonesia, and Brazil, all hot and humid were to use as much energy per capita for air-conditioning as does the U.S., it would require 100 percent of those countries' electricity supplies, plus all of the electricity generated by Mexico, the U.K., Italy, and the entire continent of Africa," he added.
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/worldviews/wp/2015/07/22/europe-to-america-your-love-of-air-conditioning-is-stupid

"Obama: ‘Planet Will Boil Over’ If Everyone Has A Car, A/C, And Big House."
Is true!

So in America the poor is really poor in that many live like Europeans but
in America in the lack of sales is a no growth as the many poor do without
knowing they never needed it anyway.
Like with me I haven't seen a movie since 2003 because of the cost but noticing
I don't need it's view. "We have to create culture." - Terence McKenna
https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/175716-we-have-to-create-culture-don-t-watch-tv-don-t-read

Where is this going? Low pay is not good for growth. Noted as why small towns
have nothing because they make nothing. High prices goes away to consumer based
pricing of low pay the many in small towns get. They can't grow if the people don't
grow because they make Children wages.

Makes Children wages, lives like a Child! Pay peanuts get monkey's!
Noted issues in Oklahoma and why I think it's ok to panhandle for what you
want. Many construction workers work in the heat for beer in reality and so
should a panhandlers as they are out in the heat also.
They need to be real about it, it's about the beer ok! So with that with the
low wages does it have the value? is it worth being suck at work for 8 hours
a day making $7 after taxes? Would a panhandler be willing for that?
With the low pay you get monkeys so to me with issues of the labor force on
who will pass the background checks for work there are many panhandlers
that could work for the low pay. Always good for the workplace!

It's ok to panhandle for what you want! It's a job also,
being the poor just gets what they need as they are not paid to consume!
http://www.newser.com/tag/13118/1/panhandler.html

So what do you need to live on? To me it's funny as I make nothing.
I know they have to raise the pay sometime they can't have all the
poor bring it down to their level because of consumer based pricing
over the poor that does without! 

~~~~~Family Budget Calculator
http://www.epi.org/resources/budget

~~~~~Can 2 Parents, 2 Kids Live on Minimum Wage? Not Even Close: Report
No matter where they live in the United States, minimum wage workers with kids earn far less than they need to make ends meet, a new report shows.
https://www.nbcnews.com/better/careers/can-2-parents-2-kids-live-minimum-wage-not-even-n418931

The Libertine, accepting her for whoever she is



A good point in life is to talk! What are your hopes, dreams and desires.
Having your needs accepted is the point. If you can't talk or be accepted 
for who you are then... People in hell want ice and how long do you wait?
It's better to talk and make those agreements. Accepting each other is for
each other it's about that love!

Or to say what are you waiting for, if someone loves you let them in
for that talk!

That is the point it's ok to be open with each other.
To have that talk in life is needed. To accept her for whoever she is!
No one really cares anyway!

~~~~~The Libertine (1969 film)
This is a sex comedy film about Mimi (Catherine Spaak), a young widow who discovers that her recently deceased husband kept a secret apartment for his kinky desires. Frustrated that he did not explore his sexual fantasies with his wife, she embarks on a quest to understand perversion and sexuality. She uses her late husband's apartment to seduce various men, each time learning more about the depths of human pleasure, as well as the extent of the sexual double standard for women (late in the film, she states, "I notice men only call me a whore when I say no. Or stop saying yes."

Finally, she meets the man who shares himself fully with her, appreciates her sexual daring and accepts her for whoever she is.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Libertine_(1969_film)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX1FdFH5N_U

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Love has no boundaries, The Love Project



Love is timeless so in view it's best to just be open about things.
Why just waste time, time away when you will open about things
when you get older.

There is that point to grab life by the horns,
and you can't win the lottery if you don't buy a ticket!
It's about those things that have meaning to point about love 
not having boundaries! About that love and support regardless
as life has that long road!

~~~~~New Sexual Revolution: Polyamory May Be Good for You
On Valentine's Day, images of couples are everywhere. They're buying each other diamond rings, making eyes over expensive restaurant meals and canoodling over chocolate-covered strawberries and champagne. But two-by-two isn't the only way to go through life. In fact, an estimated 4 to 5 percent of Americans are looking outside their relationship for love and sex — with their partner's full permission.

These consensually nonmonogamous relationships, as they're called, don't conform to the cultural norm of a handholding couple in love for life. They come in a dizzying array of forms, from occasional "swinging" and open relationships to long-term commitments among multiple people. Now, social scientists embarking on brand-new research into these types of relationships are finding that they may challenge the ways we think of jealousy, commitment and love. They may even change monogamy for the better.

"People in these relationships really communicate. They communicate to death," said Bjarne Holmes, a psychologist at Champlain College in Vermont. All of that negotiation may hold a lesson for the monogamously inclined, Holmes told LiveScience.
"They are potentially doing quite a lot of things that could turn out to be things that if people who are practicing monogamy did more of, their relationships would actually be better off," Holmes said.
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/new-sexual-revolution-polyamory

Friday, August 11, 2017

How to recognize a past life connection

~~~~~How to recognize a past life connection
We’ve all been in the situation where we’ve met someone new but have this immediate and deep connection – sometimes to the point of being able to anticipate what they are going to say next – or feeling as if they’ve been in our life forever. Often this can mean they have been in a spiritual sense as this kind of ‘instant karma’ we feel with certain people is exactly that. A karmic, past life connection and the level of comfort and feeling we already ‘know’ someone is merely our shared history catching up with us and playing out in this lifetime.

These kind of past-life connections are easy to spot but what about others that may also stretch across several lifetimes and involve soul promises, but which may not be quite so obvious? How do we recognize them?

First of all, we need to understand that often the souls with whom we have the deepest connection and with whom we have chosen to learn and grow with are the ones who are there to teach us the most profound lessons. And sometimes these lessons are not easy. Just because you have known one another in a past life does not mean it will all be love and happy endings in this one. There can be many reasons for this. One or both of us can fail to learn the lesson or forgive on a soul level. Until this happens we will keep coming back – like students who have to re-take an exam, until we get it ‘right’. Also, we often have themes we have chosen to work through in this life and we may have several ‘soul mates’ – and I use that term in the broadest possible sense as a ‘soul mate’ is not necessarily a romantic partner but someone with whom we have chosen to form a connection with over several lifetimes; who have chosen to appear at various times in our life in order to help us learn a particular lesson. So, this all this in mind, what are the signs we should look for in even our most challenging relationships that we may have a strong past life connection with someone?

Look for the lesson. Are you learning something about yourself? Either in relationship to other people or your own behavior? If you’re being challenged in some way – either positively or even negatively, this is one sign that there is an important soul connection here. The bigger the challenge and the more you have to grow on a soul level to meet it, then the number of lifetimes you have spent with this person increases. Remember – this goes for negative experiences as well as positive ones because often we learn more from failures than we do our successes.

Is the situation you’re in with this person part of a recurring theme for you? While you may not feel you have known this person before, does the situation you’re in feel oh so familiar? Is history repeating itself in some way yet again? We all come into this lifetime with set learning tasks. Sometimes we learn the lesson the first time – but if we don’t, then we are set to repeat it until we do. If you find yourself back in a situation that is repeating a past experience but with a completely different person then this is another sign of a deep past-life connection. As you failed to learn the lesson in the past, a new ‘teacher’ has appeared. Once you begin to recognize you and not the other person, are the common denominator, you will begin to release the lesson and your situation with them will transform – either by them leaving your life and you will have no more ‘lessons’ of this nature or by your relationship continuing but now on an entirely different level.

Is someone helping you for no apparent reason? Someone gives you a helping hand in some way with no expectation of anything in return. This could be a business mentor, a teacher or someone who offers you something you badly need right when you need it – and doesn’t necessarily expect to be paid back. This is a sure sign that this is someone you have helped in a past life, paying you forward in this one.

Is anything owed or left over after the relationship is over? You owe them something or they owe you. Or they’ve left something with you. This can be anything from a book, to money, a child or even a horse. Whatever it is, you or they aren’t going to get it back or take it back – not in this lifetime anyway!

Remember, past life soul promises are complex but look for these key signs as to clues you may have deep connections to people you wouldn’t have dreamed were that important!
http://www.micheleknight.com/articles/soul-mate/how-to-recognise-a-past-life-connection

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

HCCI types and why



With the importance of global warming to not do any more
damage a change to a good source of the damage being caused needs
to be changed. So less vehicle emissions is needed.

So for me I see it for a win to "cut back" your spark plugs.
Or get a side gaped type plug for your engine.
Burring more fuel makes more power anyway along
with better MPG and helping on emissions.

Other than spark plug types in that I would like to see more
work done on their usage for better combustion for lower
emissions and MPG. More side gaped plugs types used
and higher voltage for the combustion in designing the engine
done by the automakers.

For engine makers there has been a push for HCCI engines.
Those engines are up in a higher emission standard and efficiency.
In America HCCI engines are coming out. Also Japan are working
on a type. A HCCI type engine in a semi truck would help in
delivery cost for small businesses. (Walmart makes $500 billion a year
fuel for trucks is not a issue.)

~~~~~Exploring the Next Frontier in Efficiency with the
Opposed-Piston Engine.
The Achates Power Opposed Piston Engine delivers
a demonstrable incremental improvement in brake
thermal efficiency compared with the most advanced
conventional four-stroke engines. With the
elimination of components such as the entire
cylinder head and valvetrain, the Achates Power OP
Engine is also less complex and costly to produce.

After a brief overview of the opposed-piston
architecture’s inherent efficiency benefits this
technical paper features detailed performance and
emissions results of a multi-cylinder 4.9L Achates
Power opposed-piston engine tested on
dynamometer and configured to meet current
commercial truck requirements.

The second part of this paper presents the results
from testing various transient test-cycles on the
multi-cylinder 4.9L engine including aftertreatment
performance.

After a brief description of a light duty engine
concept and how it improves fuel consumption by
30% over an advanced light duty diesel 4-stroke
engine the paper discusses the next step in
technology development for the OP engine:
The gasoline compression ignition opposed piston
engine.
http://achatespower.com

~~~~~Mazda announces breakthrough in long-coveted engine technology
A homogeneous charge compression ignition (HCCI) engine ignites petrol through compression, eliminating spark plugs. Its fuel economy potentially matches that of a diesel engine without high emissions of nitrogen oxides or sooty particulates.

Mazda's engine employs spark plugs under certain conditions, such as at low temperatures, to overcome technical hurdles that have hampered commercialization of the technology.
https://www.reuters.com/article/us-mazda-strategy-idUSKBN1AO0E7

Saturday, August 5, 2017

Strange Attractors, Slightly disturbed but thats ok, Grow Love

As a point, life is never what it seems. There is the saying "No man is an island.
No one is self-sufficient; everyone relies on others." This is also true in science, math
and life! Or the point of Quantum entanglement "For example, if a pair of particles are
generated in such a way that their total spin is known to be zero, and one particle is
found to have clockwise spin on a certain axis, the spin of the other particle,
measured on the same axis, will be found to be counterclockwise, as to be
expected due to their entanglement."

And in math and life related there is more than many thinks.
"In other words, a statement is made. It can be anything.
All greys are non-­‐X. This is just a statement, we don’t yet know
what this is going to be about. All greys are non-­‐ X. All greens are
F-­‐Sub-­‐1. What we’re putting in place are a set of statements that
appear nonsensical, but what we will assert is, that we should seek
a relationship between them and that will then show us something.
And this is how mathematics really works.
It has very little to do with number.
It has to do with the conceptualizing of relationships."

Conceptualizing of relationships? This is the point of life!
Ever thought of strange attractors... I have a lot!
"In the mathematical field of dynamical systems, an attractor is a set of numerical
values toward which a system tends to evolve, for a wide variety of starting
conditions of the system. System values that get close enough to the attractor
values remain close even if slightly disturbed." Like Love!

Slightly disturbed and staying close, remaining close?
Well there a reason or cause for being such and is as I see a
keystone of life a needed thing. Why does it have to me a negative thing?
Slightly disturbed leads to growth! "Chaos is the environment that 
we all thrive." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GN-vMMpja30
It will push you to the growth or what is better!
As we can be lonely together in the ocean in separate boats only to
say enough holding up a white flag and throwing rope for the other
because we are not islands! 

Being of all of above that was said as "No man is an island."
and "One particle is found to be clockwise so the other is found to be
counterclockwise as to be expected due to their entanglement."
There is a entanglement! Also points to "System values that get close
enough to the attractor values remain close even if slightly disturbed."
To remain close even if slightly disturbed is correct because we are
Strange Attractors! There is that point in life to accept it because it's true!

Not accepting is makes your own tyranny! Accepting it frees you!
It's about that fear and getting over that wall!

~~~~~Nature loves courage. You make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream and the world will not grind you under, it will lift you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold, this is what they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done. By hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering 
it's a feather bed.
https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/355306-nature-loves-courage-you-make-the-commitment-and-nature-will

~~~~~Loving unconditionally is more a behavior versus a feeling. Loving is the act of extending ourselves, vulnerabilities and all, into uncharted emotional territory with the belief that regardless of the outcome, we want to benefit another person. Imagine love as a behavior in and of itself, with the satisfaction being that feeling you get when you act a certain way for them, not when someone else acts a certain way to you. This becomes a pure act of generosity.
https://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-4171/Unconditional-Love-How-to-Give-It-and-How-to-Know-When-Its-Real.html

Thursday, August 3, 2017

Great Filter and You can make it but can't afford it

There is that saying pay peanuts get monkeys! That is true, why?
Pay the lowest wages get the lowest people. Although they would say they
are not but it's about that life story they have. There are plenty of people that
padlock their kids in a child safe room while the parents go to work because
they can't afford a babysitter. Walks without a car in the summer,
shows up to the job interview sweating all over the chair.

IDEA or IDEAL a good question to asking why?
Like talking to a backwoods person you say "That's a good idea."
But to them they are wondering why you didn't finish your sentience
waiting for the other half, Idea....... "L" Ideal makes a complete sentience
as you don't say CA, you say CAT, where is the "T"  it's all in the same!
Why is this important? You need to look at why it is!

Many may not of known but in college this was talked about a lot.
There is a reason people work for low paying jobs ether they could
not make it elsewhere or their not brought up yet.
But that is norm and not the point. What is the cause of that?
They are uneducated because they could never afford it in the first place.
Like getting credit, it takes money as you have to buy something and
they make children wages. "Makes children wages, lives like a child!"
Children don't pay rent, car payment, insurance, buy food...
Spending what they earn because they earn nothing, so you get nothing!

And that is the point of "You can make it but they can't afford it."
Bringing in high dollar shit to bring in more high income people so
they can drive up the cost in town ending most sales as the most poor
will not buy those high dollar things! Forcing consumer based pricing
at the low pay in town.

Also is corruption, as in wanting to stop all low income stores
in a low income part of town... Mostly to give time for high dollar
places to decide and move in, only to find the side of town not able
to afford the high dollar stuff. Also out of touch as the Dollar General
is expensive vs the Dollar Tree to the poor!
http://ktul.com/news/local/proposal-to-ban-small-discount-stores-in-north-tulsa-likely-to-fail

Why not raise the pay to not have the Great Filter to decide for people.
"The Great Filter, in the context of the Fermi paradox, is whatever prevents
"dead matter" from giving rise, in time, to "expanding lasting life."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Filter

Minimum wage has not gone up in 10 years with a big Wealth Gap.
What kind of people are we going to get because of that. It is not the people,
it's their pay. It's not matching inflation so the many poor walkaway from
the high prices to have more money in the home!

"It has come to the point where only the top 10 percent of Americans are seeing
their wealth grow while the bottom 90 get less and less of the pie each year."
https://thinkprogress.org/the-wealth-gap-between-rich-and-poor-is-the-widest-ever-recorded-6e9579966adf

Showing by declining sales as people live on nothing taking people
down with them. Low car sales?
"Analysts have been predicting lower U.S. sales this year as demand levels
out after an unprecedented seven straight years of growth.
U.S. new vehicle sales hit a record 17.55 million last year."
Running into the people that are broke? Bad days for the banks underwriters,
and more scripted responses, "Sorry your income is too low!
Supply and demand on low wages... I see many out there walking with no cars
or driving cars from the 90's with no bumpers tore up.
http://abcnews.go.com/Business/wireStory/summertime-blues-automakers-car-sales-decline-48967581

Movies? I haven't seen one since 2003... Why they cost too much at the time for two
people and the less I seen them the better off I was to me.
Pointing to Terence McKenna in the statement "Create your own roadshow."
https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/175716-we-have-to-create-culture-don-t-watch-tv-don-t-read

Movies are going down in sales, but mostly it's the cost and or the life of poverty
vs seeing a better life. Like low income people with Direct TV seeing TV ads of
people acting normal being able to buy things with ease like they just pull out their
wallet and buy it. Whats in your wallet? A dime, pennies etc!
A downer people have been telling me about lately. So the movie is on the same point.
http://money.cnn.com/2017/08/02/investing/amc-movie-theaters-box-office/index.html

The many poor is the Great Filter to businesses as there are more poor
to filter out the high dollar stuff. Keep that in mind!

"Being able to buy things with ease?" The pay is not brought up yet... Yet!

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

SpiritHoods, Kill The Narcissistic Love Script and Overcome Your Own Neurosis.

For me I look at people in the innermost self not on the outside.
For people in time they will learn to bring what is in them out
and "join the pack!" Partly it's to be yourself and also good for
no status in how people see you.

Also it might help to break that "The Narcissistic Love Script" people have!
As in not letting the wife be who she is. Or even a married lady not dating
because it does not fit the script! Damn you scripted marriages! 

~~~~~"The Narcissistic Love Script" is the term that I recently invented to describe the very detailed and highly specific fantasy that many Narcissistic men construct about their perfect romantic relationship. Instead of expecting to co-create a relationship with their new lover, they expect her to seamlessly fit into their pre-existing relationship script. Her role is to embody all of his fantasies about his ideal woman, including how she should look, dress, and behave in public.

There is a time to break the mold and step out of your norm, as you will find out
your norm was not norm in the first place!

~~~~~We must learn to accept our own darkness if we want to overcome our own 
neurosis. Whenever we refuse to accept our feelings and thoughts, however disturbing they might be, we experience psychological dissonance. Dissonance happens when our behavior does not match our self-image, or the image we think others might have of us. When we project our shadow onto others, we refuse ownership of ourselves, distancing ourselves from ourselves, losing ourselves in the process. This, according to Jung, is how neurosis finds a way to take over the psyche.
http://highexistence.com/carl-jung-on-why-we-must-never-pass-judgment-when-we-desire-to-help

Accept your innermost self and joint the pack of who you are, let it out, let it out!

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Banquet Servers



(This is a disclaimer. This story has TMI. Just be aware!)
A biography of my hotel years!

I am sure you heard the saying before, "What happens at the Hotel stays at the Hotel!"
Why? Well it's to protect the hotels interest many rich people spend much time and
money at a hotel, so to keep other rich people or the press from getting info that
would distrust the rich person that would go to the hotel the bad behavior that person did
is hushed! Also it's just more of a hotel worker pride!

But some things are just too funny to hush. Like "some" of my stories! (Not all.)


etiquette that is followed.
Women first etc. http://www.wisegeek.org/what-is-proper-serving-etiquette.htm
But to me a person with much money is the same as the other customers.
If you where rich you got served like everyone else! 

***I worked a banquet once and I had a table with the KOCH brothers.
At the time did did not know much about them this was the 90's.
I served them coffee, (If I ever knew!) but I treated them like everyone else.
Money did not out due the standard I was running by.

















Funny TMI!












***In the 90's I had a hard time with a past High School girl I fell for.
We ran into each other in college and dated but my feelings where not her feelings.
I ran into her again at the Hotel I was working at. We went on a date again and
I found out she was moving to Chicago so this was a real downer!

That day I could not take off the day from work to go on a date all day.
I worked at a hotel and it was a big thing they had going on.

When I got there I found out it was a banquet with a famous lady actress from the 80's
I liked to watch. The show was about an Angel that lived in the closet, that would
come out to help a boy deal with things.

Sort of fitting! She was doing the motivational speaking thing there.
During her thing she came up to me and wanted to get my coffee pot so she could
run around to serve coffee to people, being motivational.
I quickly showed her how to do it safely without getting hot coffee on someone.
She later told me I was the first one that let her do it! Thanks she said.














the 90's I was working at the Marriott hotel and we had a banquet server
from Haiti she told me she was a Voodoo Priestess there. One night I broke a light that
was close to the food tray I quickly cleaned it up but there was a piece of glass still
behind the tray and she cut her hand bad. When I got home after work, overnight
someone broke into my car. So the next time I saw her I apologized to her.
No disrespect I know there is more to life than we know!

***Back in the 90's there was a tragic comedy with a dishwasher and a goose! It happened before I worked there. There was a special needs dishwasher with a caseworker with him that was at the cater-out. And there was a pond with ducks and geese on the property. My co workers told me about it. They said he was eyeing the geese a lot when they where setting up so he had his eye on the goose for a long time. The banquet room was in a atrium with full view of the pond. Well the dish washer got away and ended up in the pond going after the goose. With everyone looking on he bit the goose by the neck and was pulling on it. The co-workers told me it was like a "Rubber Twizzler!" People went running and college girls that where there where freaking out crying etc. Tragic yes but part about the "Rubber Twizzler" along with afterward on the radio in the kitchen some songs came on relating to what happened points to it being funny. In the Air Tonight - "Well I was there and I saw what you did, I saw it with my own two eyes So you can wipe off that grin, I know where you've been It's all been a pack of lies." Hall and Oates - Changed song to what happen because the goose was on his list! - "(Because your GOOSE) your GOOSE is on my list Because your GOOSE is on my list of the best things in life!" Is it really wrong to LOL about it? It's sad it happened but... I found out I talked to the manager and they cooked more cookies for the staff at the place we worked at to smooth things over. It was a few years since the hotel did a cater out there, they were banned there after the goose incident. So I was working there for the first time since they where banned. * I need to note he was a special needs person and those thing are bound to happen sometime time to time.

***In the 90's there was a lady worker that was goofy, over sensitive.
"I don't like the way you eat food, I don't like the way you drink, don't like the way
you sit in the chair, etc..." She was bugging be once and she always carried a
note pad with her. So when she got on me again I told her a bunch of BS.
Like I cooked a dog on a grill. I told her I just threw it on the hot grill and closed
it real fast it yelled a lot but the dog was kind of good, but tough I said!

Sure enough she took the notes as I dished out the BS until she said no more.
I thought this was the end of her microscopic criticism. Until six years later when
I went to get another job, it turns out she took the papers to the NLRB so
they ended up being tagged to a file somewhere to me. When I went to the
job interview the boss was shocked at the file as he read on he figgered
the lady had problems. He asked me if I cooked a dog on the grill? NO! LOL!
So I told him what happened six years ago. I didn't know anything about it
being on the NLRB. I don't know why no one told me anything.
That is how it is in my state. People like that back then I would just ignore
and let them burnout over their microscopic criticism.
"Let the crazies be crazies, can't make them not!"

Also at Marriott hotel this table I was working at had a banquet was full
of sort of redneck / south women and they where bugging me
a lot, nothing was good for them. This lady at the table wanted something she said
hold out your hand, look at this, it was a over heated bread roll dry as anything.
I looked at it and there was a plant next to me at the time.
So I grabbed the plant lifting it up and threw the roll down in the bottom
of the pot and put the plant back and with my water pitcher gave it
some water and went on. She later got the banquet manager and
told him to look under the plant and he did I never seen him laugh so hard.
From that time on he would tell me to give no rubber biscuits out today!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYyBZE0kBtE

Soon after the "Rubber Biscuit" incident I got put in to coat check.
We had some kind of banquet for lawyers. With me sitting at my table
at the coat check this drunk lady lawyer sat on my table and
we talked a bit. Well she did look kind of nice and her butt was on my table
so I ended up looking at her butt, when at that right moment the banquet manager
walked around the corner WTF! There I am looking at this ladies butt!
So the manager called me over there. What are you doing? LOL!
I told him she just sat down and I couldn't help it, look at her!
I remember he asked me what kind of car does she drive?
I said a BMW I think, and he told me go for it! But at the time I was 20
something, so I did not have a clue! I kind of wish that cougar would
of pounced on me because I missed out of a free spirit!
And I am sure I would of stabilized her more. It wasn't about money,
I saw it as she was a keeper. Like to have her in my life.
My life would be better also, as in balance the two would be on the same plank.
So the two would be the same. Something like that.
(Ladies we are clueless, women need to pounce sometimes, we don't know!)
But, not to be! I'm not meant to be with her.

***Also at the hotel in the 90's I was a bartender from time to time.
The cougar drink in the 90s was a Muppet.
"Pour equal parts tequila and 7-up into a shot glass.
Place palm over the glass,
hit it on the table (to stir), and shoot."

I had a drunk slurring 50ish lady ask me for a Muppet.
She was attractive and rich. So I couldn't help it.
I said "What do you want to do with that Muppet?"
Sort of flirting with her, like hitting on her.
She said "Im going to drink it......... Hay!"

This is a big no, no in the hotel you don't mess with
the rich people like that. But I couldn't help with a drunk cougar,
there is just something funny about it! Kind of hits your heart!

***Sad but there was a rich lady that sort of had a breakdown.
Her husband had passed away and she rented the top sweet for a month
with her hubs money. Well when she finally got booted out, ran out of money
they found out she painted a door on the wall and that was where her dead husband
would come out of the wall and talk to her. Before that was known the workers
just thought of her as strange. I ended up running a room service call at her room.
She wanted campaign and I ended up having to give it to her through
the crack of the door. She wouldn't open the door all the way. Oh the fun at work!






















































And years later when he said he did that in his past, I said "What the Hell!" Life is funny!

Working a early banquet breakfast they had a poached egg with their meal
in a ramekin on the plate. With him being tired this lady asked him what that was.
(We didn't know it's too early!) he told her it was sour cream.
Well a bit later she got to that part and found out it was a egg.
She said out loud "That's not sour cream that's an egg" and another guy
said who told you that. And at that right moment he came into the room
with coffee and the lady pointed at him and said "He said it, there he is right there!" 

***I worked the PGA in the 1990's. We had all the network executives around,
all the old time, new time gofers walking around. It was Caddy Shack, I lived it!
Tiger Woods and a old time gofer happened to come down the elevator to the lobby
at the same time. A bunch of fans came up to ask for autographs and they all went to
Tiger woods. And the old time gofer went up back to his room. It was just bad timing!

***In the early 90's I hung up on a bomb threat four times!
http://walmartramen.blogspot.com/2014/12/hanging-up-on-bomb-threat-4-times.html

***After a banquet during clean up this worker sort of redneckish lost his tray and it
tipped over too much and the glasses all fell, and broke.
I ran up to him in my banquet sever TUX and with a stupid / like it blew my mind redneck
look on my face said "God Damnnnnn, God Damnnnnn, God Damnnnnn"
The the boss said stop doing that. And I said ok sorry and went back to work!
And the co-worker laughed his ass off after that.
It was just one of those funny things out of the blue I did in the 90's.

***Also for the time in the 90's at the hotel there was a new lady that started
that night, she was ebony and being the humor of something like the brothers
(The Houseman) for the time, (You have to know how it was in the 90's)
I thought it would be funky, fucked up if I told her I was related to Jeffrey Dahmer,
even though I'm not. This was the 90's with all that he did coming out so I said...
"Ya I'm kind of down, well they said my cousin killed a bunch of people...
Jeffrey Dahmer, I don't know!" then I walked away with my head down!
Her eyes where bugged out! She was new and didn't know to believe me or not.
Just another thing I did out of the blue!

***In the late 90's we where working Easter brunch. Well this other co-worker
was going around serving coffee one table at a time going down the line.
That's how it works in a hotel. Well this "Fat lady" wanted coffee and she was rude
so he told her to "Chill out Lady." and before he could say anything else
her face turned red, her blood pressure was boom!
She stormed off asking where the manager was. "Manager, Manager?"
So he took off to the back and went upstairs where I was working a function.
And he told me what happened so really I did not want him
to get fired over a temporary issue so I switched places with him to give some
"Chill out time" I was hiding him! He really is not a bad, rude worker and that
lady sounded like to me had issues, workers don't need to walk on egg shells
at work! So being how Hotels work in real life I hid him!
Over a hour latter the lady was gone and things cooled down
and we switched back.

***In the 90's in the back storeroom of the banquet department I accidentally bumped
a helium tank making it tip over I didn't get to it in time and the valve hit just right on
a pallet knocking it off. The tank took off like a rocket ending up putting a small hole
in the wall. I ran for my life!

***The memories of the 90's the songs on the dance floor!
So go dancing you know I will! I heard these songs like at least 100 times at work
and they never got old. Yes I danced a few times at work.
 A good list at...
https://anthonyvecch.wordpress.com/2014/11/25/the-fifty-greatest-dance-songs-of-the-90s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEXWRTEbj1I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LogL2pUiQmg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nK1YQiaNEk 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMPM1q_Uyxc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXEOESuiYcA

***Also in the 90's at a other property the hotel uses. I came to work once there
and found a hole in the wall with a black dot. It was a security camera!
I knew this because I sneaked around it and climbed on the ice machine looking
up in the ceiling tile I found a VCR and it was recording every 4 sec's so I timed my watch
to it and quickly came down. I then went to the prop room and found a tall black top hat.
And got in front of the camera and every 4 sec's I would jump in the air then quickly
move forward then jump again I did this around the whole big table then worked my
way back to the camera then in front of the camera I took off my top hat and tipped
it then before the VCR recorded again I took off running so it looked like I vanished.



A week later when I came to work the HR lady was looking at me with the eagle eye
As I walked by her office she seen the video. A few months later and a few paranoid
bosses later, I fixed it. I was in love with a Angie Dickinson lookalike and I knew it
bugged her and I got sick of it also so enough! I covered the hole with butter
being the color of the butter was the same color of the wall and respectfully the same as
her hair color. (Only I would notice something like that. When I get it bad I get it bad!)
Anyway the butter worked no more camera in the wall and no one said anything.

***Also at the other property the hotel uses there was a marriage and
a sort of a divorce the same day. This couple got marred and later that night they
had their reception at the hotel. The lady's husband got a little drunk, and a bit
aggressive. I sort of suspect he hit her or something, just by the way they where acting.
I picked up on it. He was upset that a beef roast got ruined because the hot box stopped
working. He wanted to take the roast back with him but Chef said it was not safe to eat.
So later when I went in the elevator I held it open for them, they where going down also.
So the wife, her parents and the drunk husband and me went down the elevator from hell!
We made it to the lobby, and when we got out the wife threw her ring to the floor.
The next day or week she filed for divorce. I remember it was soon after!

(Un-related sort of but I have to mention this the second time I seen something like that.
In the early 90's I was driving to college and on the highway I saw lady walking down
the side of the highway with a guy a ways behind her, they where fighting, yelling.
As I was coming up to them in my car she took off her ring and threw it in the grass.
Some asshole in front of me slammed on the breaks, pulling to the side of the road.
He open his passenger door and she jumped in. I thought about doing that also but
I hesitated, I was in college so I was broke with no money and could not take care
of her if I did! So it was ok. I hope the guy that picked her up took care of her!)

***Before the year 2000 I heard from another hotel worker about something called the
"Concorde Club" in Oklahoma. AKA Swingers club. At the time people where
partying like it's 1999! And this was just another funny thing going on at the time to me.

I was cleaning up after a banquet and the mic was still on and running, so with no
customers in the room just workers I got on the mic and said,
"The first annual meeting of the Concorde Club is now in session
the honorable **** presiding!" and went boom, boom with a coffee cup.
This guy and his wife poked their heads in the room and looked at me he said
"He said it!" And she looked sort of disused and shocked that I said it.
I guess they knew about it also! It was just too funny for me but told them
sorry!

***In the mid 90's This RICH lady whose husband runs an oil refinery headquarters,
was seen at the hotel by her husband she was going up the elevator with her arms
around two guys. Well he only seen the back of her and was sure it was her,
but not 100% so he asked the bellman and front desk if they knew if she
was there. They didn't know but they quickly passed the info to the hotel manager.
Being the guy runs the oil refinery headquarters and is over 60% of the hotels money
at the time the manager looked in to it.

He found her, she was having a orgy with a bunch of people in a upstairs sweet.
The manager and security got the people to get dressed and got them out the
hotel in the stairwell. They kept the wife there as she was a match on fire
and they where thinking what to do to get her out of the hotel without her husband
seeing her. Also to the fact all she had on was a crotch less lace S&M outfit.
Because one of the people there took her clothing on the way out.

So that was where I came in I was working on the floor at the time.
The manager got me and told me what was going on and we need to
get her out without her husband seeing her. It's death of the Hotel because
he would pull all of the business away for sure.
We can't go down the main elevator or take the stairwell because you still would
have to walk across the main lobby hallway to get to the parking lot exit.
There was a service elevator that went to the lobby and that was the way they
where going to take her out. Being it was close to the parking lot exit.

But how without being seen because her husband was standing in the middle
of the lobby looking at everything to see where she comes out at.
What to do? I came up with a pink panther kind of movie thing, of hiding her in the
Rubbermaid cart with a cloth over it. But when she got in there was too many sharp
plastic things in there hurting her so she refused!
So I came up with option two, duck walk next to the cart so it hides her so we
can get her down the lobby hallway a bit to get her to the parking lot exit, where
the bellman had her car in the back of the hotel ready for a fast exit.



So with the cart stacked with trays and covered with the cloth and her car ready
and with the manager and security guard ahead on the lookout we ran to the
service elevator. Where at the lobby floor I went out first and moved my
cart over a bit and at a sight angle me and the duck walking wife
with the crotch less lace S&M outfit walking next to the cart walked toward the exit.
(Yes I had to look what guy wouldn't! I was under 30 at the time!)
I was looking at her when the security guard tapped me and I said
"I can't help it it's beautiful" then wife whispered "thank you" and then
the manager coughed "BS!" And the wife said "hey!"
By then we got close enough where her husband couldn't see and the
security guard picked her up over his shoulder and they ran her to the car.
I gave her the call me hand language as they where going down the hall to the exit.
And she gave me the hands up, I can't hand language back! Damn!

After that mess the manager gave me or the talk about what happens
in the hotel stays in the hotel! And after that the manger got all the sales people
together we need more business now! And the hotel lives another day!

***In the 90's I was a part of the (A-team!) If there was a issue they would call
for security and us. For us it would be mostly be like offering free dry cleaning
if coffee got on a ladies expensive coat, or a free dozen of cookies for the coffee
bar. What ever that would mend a issue to keep them coming back.

One night I got a call about a naked man in the hallway up stairs hiding in the
ficus trees in the hallway. So getting the call off I reluctantly went. Security wanted
me to block the hallway but too many people where coming and going something
had to be done. The issue was he was a guy that was having sex with a married lady
that goes to the hotel a lot I knew her from the hotel. He tried to stick it up her butt
and she pushed him out in the hallway locking him out naked where he only had
the ficus trees to hide. So I asked him whats going on he told me and who she was
I said I knew her so I took over this issue. Security was interested in seeing how
I would handle this I guess.

I knocked at her room and door and said "HI this is... that works in banquets."
She said she knows me. So I said it in one breath "What happens in the hotel stays
in the hotel but we can't keep it in the hotel if there is a naked man in the hallway
please give him his pants back!" She said "He tried to stick it up my ass!" I replied
"I didn't want to know that... Please!" Long pause then she threw his clothes through
the crack of the door. He put on his clothes, checked his wallet and I told him to please
don't do this again go away! And I told her this is staying in the hotel!
Well because of the money of her and her husband I was protecting the hotels
best interest buy keeping this hush knowing this mess more likely would keep
her from doing it again!

***Way back at a unknown time or location at a cater out we where working.
I witnessed a lovers connection. All I am going to say is a worker was in love
with a customer. She hangs out at the workplace a lot I guess while hub is at work.
We where tired and resting against the wall while the people where socializing.
Me and the worker where quiet when all of a sudden he said out loud
"I wish I could be her toy boy!" I looked at him, "WHAT?! LOL"
He looked at me and said "Did I say that out loud?", I said "Well Yess!"
and he said "Oh, Shit! "Then he looked at her and she was looking
at him and you could read her face, "I love you too!", Oh Shit!" He got embarrassed
and walked by the wall going to the exit. And she saw him and she went also on the
wall on the other side of the room. I was standing there watching this go down.
It was like a cougar hunting pray! No, really! 
They both where about half way to the door when they stopped and made eye
contact, contact, contact then he took off running to the exit making it out.
And she took off supper fast to the exit, she paused and looked around
no one really noticed what was going on but me and she looked at me.
I was smiling, this was sort of romantic.
(Totally
Then she looked like fuck it and took off after him.
I didn't see what happened but from seeing her at the place I worked at
I am sure she tackled him. (Her attitude etc.)
I made my way to the exit but did not see them anywhere when I looked.

***Also in the early 90's when I was a dishwasher in my 20's me and the
other worker heard this lawyer group was running room to room naked.
(They had the whole floor.)
Security had the service elevator and stairs locked down.
We both where trying to get up there, we want to see!

***Also as I dishwasher there was a married lady that had a open
marriage or something, that worked in the restaurant. She liked me...
She once wanted me to get her keys our of her front pocket because
her hands where full. So I did, but I quickly found out she had no
pockets they where cut out I felt something furry.

I was interested in her until... The cold prep cook came to
work and went to me in a panic knowing my interest with her.
He told me what happened to him. That he made a agreement
and he had sex with her. He was on top when all of a sudden she
hugged him and wrapped her legs around him holding him down
and yelled out "He's Ready!" He looked over his shoulder and said
the bedroom door opened and her husband was walking toward his ass,
with his thing hanging down wobbling. He could not get free so the only thing he
could do was to flop around in the bed like a dolphin with her hanging on
to him, until they fell off the bed, then he put his ass against the wall and said
"This is not our agreement!" He told me this so it wouldn't happen to me.

***Also in the 90's there was a worker that had a Corpus callosotomy done.
He had some conflict. He told me his "Right brain is jealous of the left
because the right hand does all the work."
There was onetime he hit himself with the left hand.
I had to know what eye - side of the brain to look at to tell
him to knock it off. He thanked me for that!

But overall he was a happy guy! He had his bad times, but
found happiness by carrying two trays of food one in each hand.
"Im happy!" he said. The boss didn't like that but I pulled out
my old college books and showed her, hes not normal and needs
not to be chained to a standard due to his needs!